Topic: Who is the mystery voice?
Date: August 25th 2009 Dear diary, It's just about been a month since my last entry, I have been very busy in the month. I have had 10 lessons on being a queen from the hags, and lessons on using my ability and learning the limitations of it. I have learned to inspire myself without singing. I can't supercharge my own ability yet and doubt that I can, but I do find myself becoming stronger, determined and more resilient and able to endure a lot more than anyone else. The biggest change is the peace in Volterra. The twins are getting along slowly, see my guard squad has changed usually it's just Alec and Felix, but now it's Felix and Chelsea. Alec and Jane are guarding Aro, Marcus and Caius. The two sometimes go out with Heidi to lure in some humans. Heidi seems to have a lure about her, she can attract anyone. I guess it pays to live in the age of the perverts. The twins pick up younger children and women with a motherly instinct, for dinner. I can never bring myself to killing children. I don't really know why. It happened last week I had just finished off a blond female who looked like she made it a habit to skip two out of three meals a day and I saw this little child shaking in a corner. I walked to the shaking child looking at his pale skin and black hair and ocean blue eyes. I loved those eyes they were so amazing. I mean when I looked into those eyes it was like looking into the ocean. I walked to the child slowly and crouched in front of him. "hello kid what is your name?" I asked the boy quietly. Marcus, who was sitting at the throne watching, had moved over to my side and placed his hand on my back and rubbed it "I think the little human is afraid my love... you have blood all over your face and clothing my messy baby girl" I looked up at Marcus and he smiled he bent down to lean in and kiss my face and licked up the blood around my face cleaning me. While Marcus did that I could hear the little boy whimper from fear and my blood red eyes looked at the boy. "shhhh it's ok no one will hurt you, can you tell me your name little boy?" I asked him, the boy closed his beautiful ocean blue eyes and whimpered "Toby" the name Toby was such a beautiful name, I smiled at the child and stroked his cheek ignoring him flinch from my ice cold touch. "wow Toby what a lovely name my name is Sarah" I told the child my voice was soft. I placed my hand out to shake his hand, but the boy didn't shake it "you want to be a proper little man don't you Toby?" the boy nodded his head slowly and I could not help, but smile "well little one its proper etiquette to shake a person's hand when you introduce yourself to them. It's very rude not to shake a person's hand when you introduce yourself." I told the boy, keeping my hand out. The boy moved his tiny pale hand to mine and shook it, he shivered from my cold skin and after shaking my hand he quickly let go. I asked Toby his age and he used his hand to tell me he was 5. I returned to standing upright and Marcus wrapped his arm around me, I did not know why I had this weakness for children, it's not like I am a mother or mother material. I looked at Marcus with misty red eyes as he looked at me. I ignored the curious eyes of Jane, Alec, Felix,Demetri, Heidi, Chelsea, Renata, Aro and Caius. "Marcus my love can I keep him." I asked. Marcus looked at me surprised "you wish to keep a human Sarah, but why it's a human it's nothing, but food." he spoke disregarding Toby's life. I looked down sad, I did not understand how he could be like that... just because he was a human. I flinched at his words for reasons unknown to me, I guess I did not want to think of seeing another dead child. The memories of Jane feasting from a human child not long ago haunted me. Marcus could see my reaction and how I looked down at the ground, he moved his finger to my chin to lift it up he looked at me with a smile on his face. The smile gave him a peace of serenity "forgive me baby girl... I sometimes forget your just a child yourself, you still hold some value in humanity... this would be interesting... a child raising a child" he stopped and started to laugh quietly with each passing second it grew a little louder and louder. He was amused, the others just watched Marcus with astonishment, it's like they have never seen him break out into laughter before. I looked at Aro the surprised look on Aro's face slowly turned into a smile. I hated Aro's smile it was fake and sneaky... he reminded me of a rat rubbing it's little paws together like it was plotting something diabolical come to think of it I'm not that keen on rats either. Marcus settled down and he pulled me in as close as he could till our two bodies were touching each others, he rested his chin on top of my head "Keeping a human child is a pretty big ask Sarah and a risk to exposure, I cannot make this decision lightly or alone... let me talk to my brothers" he spoke. I smiled and wrapped my arms around Marcus tightly. "thank you" I spoke happily. If only my heart could beat it would be singing with joy through thumping melodies. I looked at Toby and broke out of Marcus hug to crouched down and smiled at the human "I am going to take you to my room and we will play lots of games Toby, i promise to take good care of you." the boy said nothing he just looked at me. I guess he is still traumatized about seeing all the dead people on the ground. "Sarah that will have to wait you have a lesson scheduled with me." Felix spoke out, he walked over to me and I smiled. I loved lessons with Felix, the thrill of sparing with Felix to fight and become stronger it's such a rush. I looked at little Toby and walked to Chelsea we had become a lot closer in this last month, she appreciated the jewelery I gave her from my holiday and the sincerity that I wanted nothing more than her friendship. Chelsea was watching me curiously "Chelsea have you got your thirst under control?" I asked her softly, she nodded her head "do you think you could take the little one to my room and keep him occupied for a little while?" I asked her, she looked anxiously at Aro and he nodded his head "yes Chelsea that would be a wonderful idea." he spoke giving her permission Chelsea walked to Toby and picked him up I watched the boy shiver from Chelsea's ice cold touch. I watched her carry Toby out of the room and down the hall to my bedroom I was excited about the little boy and hopeful that Marcus would allow me to to keep the child. I was surprised Caius spoke to me "you... newborn" I looked from the hallway to Caius, he seemed to be angry, "we have laws as you full well know it is forbidden to create immortal children such an act is punishable by death" he hissed out. Jane was helping Alec and Demetri clean up the dead corpses "maybe we should let her turn the flesh bag" she muttered" I looked at Jane "silence" Caius hissed at Jane. I was surprised that Jane said nothing, but returned to picking up the corpses and cleaning up "Caius that was never my intention my idea was to raise the child until it comes of age." Caius was in front of me, his face inches from me "you will show me respect you shall call me master" I looked at Caius he was so intimidating "you're going to be my brother-in law why should I call you master?" Caius moved his hand to slap me, but before I knew it I was holding his wrist. He looked at me with a mixture of shock and rage "you dare touch me" he snarled "I'm sorry" I whispered in an instant I felt worried it was a split second later that my worry disappeared and I felt rage "hey wait a minute I take that back. You tried to slap me. What the hell is that all about you jackass?" I spoke back with anger, my grip on his wrist tightened "you never and I repeat never hit a woman" I snarled at him with rage, the shock in Caius' expression vanished and all that remained was anger "I am your king I will do as i please perhaps I should have Jane remind you of your place" I did not look away from Caius, but felt Marcus from behind me wrap his arms around me "shhh Sarah calm down its ok" Marcus kissed my neck and I released Caius from my grip. I looked at Caius and hated him and I could see he hated me too, fiercely, but then again Caius hated everyone so I guess I shouldn't worry. Maybe he and Jane could start an I hate Sarah club, it would be interesting to see who would be president of the club if they ever made it. Knowing Caius he would probably kick and scream like a child until he got his way. I think Caius is an asshole all the time because he is jealous that Aro and Marcus have gifts and he hasn't got any. I did not resist Marcus' touch as he tried to calm me, it was sad to say I wasn't completely calmed, I looked from Caius to Aro and noticed him standing up from his throne chair and he walked toward Caius, Marcus and myself, each step he had taken was soundless, like a feather floating to the cold stone ground, I watched Aro carefully and knew he wanted to diffuse the situation between us, you know I just noticed this, but I seem to have a knack for pissing people off. I guess I am too confrontational for some people. I guess it's just a natural reflex for me, I mean having lost my memory I lost not only my memories, but my identity everything I knew and everything I was vanished. I had to learn who I was from scratch. I went from a confused woman to a coward and from a coward to a headstrong and brave woman. I am still trying to find my way, I don't think we can fully know ourselves until the moment before our death. So yeah when you go through so much you're bound to be confronting. Aro placed his hand on my shoulder and every thought I had since he touched me last he now knew, I could keep no secrets from Aro. well almost no secrets, I think I had one, Aro thought I had some plan and some how I managed to keep it from him, ever since the memory loss Aro touches me often, my theory is he wants to see if i regained my memories he wants to know my secrets real bad, well I wouldn't mind knowing my thoughts either. I looked at Aro's face and he plastered that fake smile on his face. Aro let go of me with the knowledge he had stolen from me probably swirling in his head, "now now everyone calm yourselves there is no need to loose your temper we are all friends here Sarah perhaps you should go have that lesson with Felix" Aro's words to agitate Caius, as he just scoffed and walked off to his throne and sat there, I could feel Marcus' grip around me tighten as he kissed my neck again "Marcus I think Aro is right I should go have that lesson with Felix, but how about we go out after my lesson, tonight we can stroll the town and watch the stars" I offered Marcus an idea for a date. There was silence for a moment as Marcus kissed my neck yet again. I smiled "yes that sounds like such a wonderful idea my love. yes go have your lesson and I will talk to my brothers about your pet human ok." he spoke his voice was like velvet he leaned in to kiss my cheek this time and let go of me. I smiled at Marcus as he walked off with Aro to talk with Caius. Eventually Jane and Alec were finished cleaning the corpses from the floor, I looked at the small splatters of blood on the ground that were yet to be cleaned. The thing is we don't leave much of a mess feeding, well if your a mature vampire you don't I am what you all a newborn I am new to being a vampire and I don't have as much practice as the others, so yeah it gets messy, but someone must have been in a rush to finish to actually have blood spill onto the floor. I wondered if it was Felix, he seemed to love our sparing sessions as much as I do. Felix is probably my best friend in all of the Volturi I can't imagine going through all this without Felix at my back. Felix is my rock and my center he gives me encouragement and he is so protective of me. Felix walked up to me as I watched the twins pile up the bodies for the low level guards to dispose of the corpses. Jane was wiping her hand as if she had just picked up an object covered in mud while Alec had his arms folded and glanced at the corpses the look on his face told me he was contemplating something important. I felt Felix touch my shoulder "Sarah I think we will have our lesson outside today, I suggest you go get changed." I snapped out of my thoughts on the twins and looked down at my jeans and black top, i could see the blood stains on my top and jeans and yes I could see that this did bring attention to myself. I nodded my head "do not get distracted by the child Sarah, take your clothing and get dressed we have no time for pets today" I looked at Felix confused and then remembered the little boy I had saved and asked Marcus if I could adopt. I nodded and walked towards my bedroom. While I walked to my bedroom I wondered why the Volturi had no regard towards the lives of humans I guess I can understand a little of why the Volturi may disregard humanity, I mean humans wage war on one another and kill for no reason at all, they do horrible horrible crimes too and this has gone through out history. I mean look at the concentration camps the Jewish people were put through, look at the slavery men, women and children were put through just for the color of their skin. These are just a small part of humanity's dark dark past. They have so much more, but if you compare them to us vampires... well we don't do any of that we only kill humans to feed... most of us so yes I guess compared to vampires humans are animals... nothing, but meals and pets. I think the more time I stay with Marcus the more I am starting to lose the value of human life. So I walked down the hallway and stopped by Chelsea's room to see her with Afton in the room I was surprised to see this since I had asked Chelsea to watch the little boy for me. "Uh Chelsea what's going on, where is the child?" I asked her softly, I was concerned "the child is asleep on your bed so I decided to come back to my bedroom to relax with my man... I do hope that's alright" Chelsea spoke to me, I nodded my head. Well if the child was asleep then I guess that is alright, I mean it's not like the child could escape us, we would hear the pitter-patter of the boys small human feet and we could hear the pounding of his small heart beating away and pumping blood through his body, we could smell his scent, the scent of vanilla... I liked the scent of vanilla its really nice. "well that's fine Chelsea you did good, let the little one sleep the poor child has gone through such an ordeal I hope he will recover from it." I spoke concerned for the little child. I adored the child everything about him especially his name, call me crazy, but the name Toby sounds so familiar to me. I don't know why the name Toby is so familiar to me. "the younger pets are more resilient, I am sure he will bounce back from this... if the masters decided to let you keep him anyway Sarah what are you doing going to your room i thought you had a lesson with Felix today." Chelsea told me I nodded "I do, I was just on my way to my bedroom to get changed since my current attire is all bloody, but since the little one is sleeping I guess I will have to go out like this" I told her. Chelsea looked to her mate and he nodded his head and walked out of the room and Chelsea smiled "I can't allow a future queen of the Volturi to walk out messy, it would be a disgrace. I have some spare clothing let me loan you a dress." she spoke cheerfully. I smiled it was so nice of Chelsea, a dress would not be practical to wear during a combat training session, but I did not want to refuse Chelsea's offer and risk hurting her feelings, especially since we are just starting to get along. I nodded my head "thank you Chelsea your such a lifesaver" Chelsea smiled and went to her walk in closet I followed her and I could not believe how much room she had in there. Chelsea picked out a beautiful long black dress. I removed my blood stained clothing and placed on the beautiful black dress Chelsea pulled the rubber band from my hair to let it bounce to my shoulders "you look beautiful Sarah" Chelsea told me, I smiled shyly "thank you Chelsea this dress really is beautiful" I told her. Chelsea nodded her head and I was surprised that she offered me some jewelery as accessory’s after politely declining I left the Chelsea's room and decided to go check in on the little one. I was surprised to find Jane at the door of my bedroom "what are you doing here Jane shouldn’t you be with Alec" I spoke a little worried. I did not want that child eating dwarf anywhere near the little one. "I just came to look for you Felix is getting restless" she spoke emotionless, I knew Jane she was a soulless sociopath and a liar, if Felix was restless he would have came looking for me on his own accord. After all Felix was my guard he would come himself "sure whatever now that you told me your message you should leave now....I'm sure Alec is waiting on you" Jane gave me her usual cold look "yes he is waiting on me!" she spoke putting an emphasize on herself. I let out a sigh and watched as Jane left and slowly opened the door to my bedroom to see little Toby sleeping on the bed. I closed the door and calmly walked down the hallway to get back to Felix. I had many worries troubling me, first off was the child, would Aro, Caius and Marcus let me keep him, then I have my lessons with my ability, queen lessons and combat lessons, and now I had to worry about Jane eating the child. How will I keep Jane away from him? The little human is precious to me...there is no way the kings or Marcus would ever allow a protection detail I would have to be sneaky about this. An idea had already formulated in my mind. I walked off with my arms folded back past Chelsea's room and she stopped me. "hey Sarah wait" I stopped and looked at Chelsea at the doorway she was holding a black hooded cloak "here put this on" she spoke calmly. I took the cloak and placed it on. It would take me a while to get used to Chelsea being nice to me. "hey Chelsea thanks, its really nice of you" Chelsea smiled "no problems hows the pet?" i sighed "still sleeping the poor little boy, and I'm worried, Jane was at my door and we both know that little sociopath is never up to anything good." I spoke a little down "I see well you are right about Jane, she is never up to any good. I can keep an eye on whats his name... spot right" I sighed "his name is Toby" I spoke and again the name sounded sort of familiar. Chelsea rolled her eyes "yeah yeah I'll keep an eye on spot for you, but later on you and I going out shopping" Chelsea made me smile "yeah sure how about next week, I want to take the time to settle Toby in and I got lessons to attend... crap" I spoke realizing Felix was still waiting on me. I ran down the hallway moving as fast as I could. I got to the hallway to see Felix standing there tapping his foot with his arms folded "about time" he spoke disgruntled he lowered his arms and walked closer to me he pulled up one side of the cloak "h..hey what are you doing" I spoke out shocked, "you're wearing a dress, your movements will be hindered by it" I frowned "well little Toby is sleeping I didn’t want to wake him up so Chelsea lent me some clothing" Felix rolled his eyes as I spoke "the masters haven’t even agreed to let you keep the pet and here you are going out of your way for the stupid pet" he spoke sounding a little annoyed. I looked at Felix and pouted a little "I am sorry Felix I did not mean to get distracted" I spoke softly, Felix dropped the cloak and folded his arms for a moment he looked at me with those dark red eyes and smiled "well then I guess I can overlook this just this once Sarah and as long as you try your best I guess I can over look this inconvenience" I smiled and moved to Felix to hug him and he stayed still as a statue for a few moments and then lifted one hand to put it on top of my head. I guess this was how Felix showed affection. I smiled as I let go "thank you forgiving me Felix you are a wonderful teacher and even better friend” I spoke softly. I examined Felix's face and saw he was uncomfortable for some reason, we both walked together side by side and made it outside, the sky was a dark gray like there was a storm that would soon come to bring an onslaught of cold rain, not that I could feel hot and cold anymore. we stopped out in the middle with the sun masked by the dark clouds it was safe for Felix and I to be outside so our skin did not sparkle like the night sky if any humans saw us they would probably think us to be some pale foreigners from Alaska or something. I watched Felix’s troubled face and found myself curious wondering what was troubling my mentor and best friend "ladies first" he announced and I nodded my head "yes" I spoke a little worried for Felix. I decided the best way to work on his mood was to do my best during training, so I ran at Felix and jumped up high half way towards him, I went high and had the heel of my ankle out. I was aiming for the shoulder or head, this sort of kick was called an ax kick because my move was coming from above and I'd have one leg sticking out with the heel of my leg as the sharp point. Normally I did ok with this move, but today was different, something wasn't right I couldn't get my legs all the way apart, something was messing my movements up. Felix stepped back half a step if my movements weren’t hindered my ax kick would have landed on his shoulder. I landed on the ground my ankle hitting it made a small crater which caused an upsurge of dust and small rocks flying around. If I was fighting a human I could use this dust to attack and kill them, but this was different I was fighting Felix. We were on equal grounds, well almost Felix had more strength and experience. I watched as Felix charged the dust smoke with his fist. His fist came to my head and I moved to use both of my hands to catch Felix, fist only to feel a powerful punch hit me in the gut the pain was incredible it forced me to bend over. The next thing I knew I felt Felix whack me in the back with both his fists gripped together to make a hammer fist. I hit the ground hard "sloppy Sarah very sloppy from you, I expected better. Now get up" he spoke out, his voice had this tone of disappointment and I hated that I was disappointing Felix, I really did. I forced myself up, but it was difficult, the fabric of the dress was making it hard to move, of course I could break the fabric with no problems, but I was being careful not to, since the dress was not mine and then it hit me that's what was affecting my movements, the dress. I managed to stand up and heard Felix speak "come on Sarah stop wasting my time what are you going to do train or go to a tea party" he baited me trying to light that short fuse that was my temper. And let me tell you, it worked it also confused me "tea party?" I asked raising my left eyebrow, Felix nodded his head his facial expression changed "that feint you did the one where you threw a punch aimed at my face as a distraction only to use your other fist to punch me in the gut that move was genius, but that move will not work on me twice" I told Felix in awe of the genius behind that move. I removed Chelsea's cloak and let go of it the wind lifted the cloak letting it float away thanks to the current of the wind I watched the cloak flow away on what I would call the winds of the change the season. I would call it this because I have decided that while I did my best before to fight and cheer Felix up I would now do my best to defeat him. I concentrated on Felix I felt so many emotions, but I could not concentrate on them because Felix had decided he would use this moment to try and take me down. Felix charged me and threw a punch I tried to evade by stepping to the side, but once again my dress had gotten in the way. Instead of taking a full step my step was smaller and resulted in Felix moving his fist around that struck me across the face. I stepped close to the man and with open palms I pushed Felix away and watched him as he ran towards me with swift speed Felix’s movements were incredibly soft, it was like he was actually floating instead of running. His movements were graceful thanks to vampire speed and agility. I had to admit Felix's moves were magnificent it was like ballet... no not like ballet it was like his movements were light and at the same time his movements were sharp, I guess the best way to describe Felix's moves is like the blade of a sword. That floated delicately like a feather. Felix was right in front of me and instead of thinking of how to evade him I was thinking of many different things like how I could beat Felix, how to handle Jane, how to get Marcus and the others to allow me to keep Toby with all those thoughts I found myself distracted. I could not evade Felix as he threw out a punch with such grace and force that the impact sent me flying off the ground and into the air. I landed on the ground and the dust around me was unsettled, as it floated around me I sat up and frowned "pathetic Sarah you can do better than this" I felt rage boil within me. Felix was giving me such a hard time, well at the time I thought he was, but the truth was he was pushing me, trying to get me to improve, to become stronger and improve so if I ever needed to defend myself I would know how. The problem was I could not see past the anger I felt, so I did not see the real motivation behind Felix's taunts all I saw was my own anger "I'm sorry I" before I could finish to tell him about the thoughts that plagued my mind. Felix interrupted me "Sarah when you're on a battle field you concentrate on three things; the first is your opponent, the second is your surroundings, and the third is your capabilities. Everything else is a distraction that will lead to your death." I looked down ashamed, he was right those distractions could very well lead me to my death. "I am sorry I was just thinking about the little one I mean he has gone through so much and must be so frightened missing his mommy and daddy" I spoke. Felix folded his arms and rolled his eyes "I should have known you would be worried about that pet Sarah, I have a duty not just as your body guard and mentor, but as your friend to look out for you and to teach you to survive if you don't concentrate" he stopped and broke eye contact from me for a moment he was looking down, it was like he was building up the courage to tell me some bad news, he managed to look at me with determination in his eyes and a sense of conviction he had this presence about him like he was sure of what he was doing without doubts at least that’s what I thought. Maybe I was just imagining it, but what he said next threw me off "I will be forced Sarah to tell the masters that my assumptions were right, that having a pet is too much of a distraction and I will recommend to the masters that it is killed." I looked at Felix in shock, I always thought he was different than the others that he showed a sense of humanity and kindness that he has always shown me. I closed my eyes and made a fist, I could feel something strange inside me it was fear, not for myself, but for Toby. I thought about him I wanted him to live a happy life to be safe. And as i thought about what i wanted for the child I heard something a voice, this voice it was like an angels voice it was beautiful "Momma" it was a child’s voice, but the strange thing was it wasn't Toby's voice and I didn't exactly hear it. Ok it's like this, it's like remembering the way a friend sounds, like you can hear their voice in your head... the strange thing is the voice is real familiar. And at the exact moment of hearing that memory of an angelic voice saying "Momma" it changed something within me it made me smile, my skin tingling and I felt like I was empowered by this mysterious power so that anything was possible to me and there was no limitations that i could not transcend. I opened my eyes and looked at Felix I kept that smile planted on my face as I felt strength course through my body "oh Felix you have no idea what you have just done... you have set something in me on fire and I swear by the heavens above Felix that I have never felt so strong in my entire life" I told him confidently I had myself inspired and because I had used my gift to inspire myself there was nothing I could not do, everything was possible to me. I bent down and at the sides of the dress I borrowed from Chelsea I ripped that fabric right up to my thighs exposing my pale legs. I stood upright and felt that fire burn inside me, at that moment I decided that I would try and figure out who the mystery child voice was later, right now at this pressing moment I had to prove that Toby would not be a distraction to me. I ran to Felix as he had this look on his face his eyes were focused on my legs I swear if I didn't know better I'd think he was checking out my sweet thighs. I ran at Felix and spoke "Hey eyes up here" I spoke and at that moment jumped to deliver a kick to the side of his neck. My kick was unrestrained as it landed it surprised me for a moment and as I regained my footing I watched as Felix stumbled forward from my blow and delivered a backhand punch to his face feeling my hand punch his soft face. Felix fell back I thought things would heat up now and perhaps an epic spar session would break out that we would fight a fight that could very well change the landscape around, but I was wrong nothing like that happened. Felix spoke to me "that is enough Sarah" his voice sounded off like something was still wrong "ok" I spoke surprised. Felix picked himself up to stand towering over me "that determination of yours is very impressive" he spoke complementing me. I thanked felix and asked him if he was serious about telling Marcus and the other kings that the child would be a distraction on me and felix told me he had considered it, but would never hurt me if he could help it. I smiled that felix is such an amazing friend. I had picked up chelsea's cloak that was caught against a tree branch and had started to walk back home with Felix. It was a short walk, but during the walk I had asked Felix what was bothering him and instead of choosing to confide in me he made a lame joke saying "I'm jealous your giving all your affections to a pet human." I need to tell him next time that when he jokes he has to make his voice less serious and more playful. He chuckled darkly and we made it back underground. Felix decided he wanted solitude in his room and I decided on going to see Chelsea. I was afraid of her reaction I expected to see her blow a fuse and hate me, but instead she just sighed. I offered her a shopping trip where we could go shopping together and she cheered up "sounds fun we could probably get my lover and Alec to babysit." she spoke cheerfully. I smiled and suggested it would be a good idea and then told her i was going to check on Toby and get ready. When I got to my room Toby was still sleeping, he was a cutey that Toby. I sat in the corner of the room and picked you up before I decided to write to you I made a shopping list of things I had to buy in order to give a child a happy enviroment and things a child obviously needed. I know I was jumping the gun Marcus and the others haven't given me their verdict yet, but I was too lost in the thought of being a mother to the child... for some reason it excited me and made me so very happy. After I made the list I started to write in you and here I am at this very moment writing to you about what I have just went through and now I have just a little time to ask myself who was the mysterious child's voice that I thought I heard and why did it have such a powerful affect on me? I know I don't have a child I mean marcus would have told me if I had one you know... Felix just came to my room the kings have their verdict and want to see me in 10 minutes. I have to go, I need to get ready for my shopping trip with Chelsea so I can buy a nice dress for my date with Marcus tonight and then I have to find out what will the boy's future be. Wish me luck. ~Sarah
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InfoSarah Amanda Frost Lived in a world alone and cold where there was no one she could count on or love. After meeting Brian Jacobson that changed she fell in love with him and eventually gave birth to his son Tobias, Sarah now fights in a world of darkness sacrificing herself for the safety of the ones she love. Sarah's Diary is written by Martin. Click here to read first entryArchives
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