Topic: Taking sanctuary In a perfect world
Date: Unknown, 2019 ??? Dear Diary, It was nice and sunny on the beach, I couldn't feel the heat of the sun, but I could feel the touch of my muscular deity…Brian Jacobson…my savior, my constant…he was my reason for living. Him and my son. But Tobias was away today, he was at school with his sister Jayne leaving Brian and I completely alone at our home outside New York. We laid in the sand together in each other’s arms enjoying the loving embrace between us, I still couldn't believe we had found each other. Our relationship was far from perfect, like every other couple we had our struggles and disagreements, but even though I could throttle Brian at times…god I loved him and he loved me. Sometimes I would miss being human, just to feel the things of the sun’s warmth or the icy cold splash of the ocean…I missed sleeping and dreaming…but then having my perfect husband, my beautiful son and my daughter…what more could I have. I have the perfect life, we live together and it’s fantastic. Sure we do have some problems sometimes, Jayne is still human, but I intend to have Brian turn her when she is a little older. Maybe when she turns nineteen…or after she has a child, I don’t think I would mind being a grandmother..... Brian as a grandfather, that would be adorable. He was adorable raising Jayne and Tobias…I remember it all so clearly our fairy tail life began when we just moved from his holiday home in Volterra, and he found Jayne, my little girl he managed to get her into our custody with his amazing legal team. If that wasn't enough, when he proposed to me, oh my god the way he proposed was so romantic. We were just walking around New York one evening and we were inspecting some old buildings and when we inside one of these old strip clubs he looked at the real-estate agent and then got on one knee he had taken my hand, and oh I will never forget his words “My soul…my Mate grant me the honor of protecting you, for loving you and being your man, for all of eternity….Sarah Frost will you marry me?” I had to tell you I was blushing like school girl, until I stopped dead for a moment and scowled “your proposing to me in an old strip club” my voice was mixed with disbelief and shock. He had this smile on his face, it was cocky and arrogant and oh god did it arouse me he just spoke “no I am proposing in what will become your club, if you marry me…consider it a wedding present…but then, I can’t give it to you unless you agree to marry me” he spoke his voice was smooth…soft like silk, and so alluring. I couldn't couldn't help but smile, “what if I say no” I asked jested with him. Brian smiled as his crimson eyes looked at me “Well then I suppose ill repair this strip club and reopen it.” I scowled at Brian and pulled my hand from his and turned my back on him folding my arms I closed my eyes and made a hmpth sound. I could hear Brian’s chuckle as he got off his knee and wrapped those strong protective arms around me. His touch was ice cold, but I had gotten used to the ice cold touch of my lover. His lips touched my neck as he kissed it “I'm just joking babygirl” I opened my eyes and smiled, his hug around me loosened when I tried to turn around to face him once I was facing him his grip tightened and I smiled “well that’s a shame Mr. Jacobson…I was going to say yes” I told him softly, when i saw his eyes, I could see him bursting with joy “r…really” he stammered, I smiled “yes” and we leaned in to kiss each other. That moment in that old rotting strip club, was one of the happiest moments of my life. It wasn't long after that, that Brian and I had a wedding on the beach…my home away from home, the wedding was beautiful the scent of the ocean was fantastic we kept the wedding small and had a few guest all of them were Brian’s friends. We oversaw the construction of my wedding Present. I decided to turn the old strip club into a bar, rather than a night club, we kept the stage, and removed two of the strip polls, only one remained and I decided that the stage would become a stage for bands and Karaoke…I figured everyone should have the chance to be a star. The upstairs area would be sealed off for the staff members only…It’s funny Brian transferred his assistant Kayla, to come work for me as my assistant and she fell in love with one of the future Bouncers I hired for when we open, his name is Gary DeBray an excellent man and very loyal…he is the perfect match for Kayla, at least that’s what I think. The construction didn't take that long not when you’re rich like Brian, of course naming the club was hard I couldn't think of anything…except Eclipse, so that’s what I called it. Once we had the opening of the bar, Kayla was made the manager of my bar, I trusted her with Eclipse. She was a wonderful and trust worthy woman who worked her ass off…I remember telling Brian to give that girl a raise…Brian of course is trying to be heartless and dominating to his employees said no...That Brian so old fashioned at times, thankfully Kayla worked for me now so the first thing I did was increase her pay and gave her an assistant of her own. My Long overdue Honeymoon with Brian was fabulous, Jayne stayed with a friend of Brian’s they were vampires, but vegetarians so my little angel was in no danger of becoming brunch. For our Honeymoon, we spent the week in Paris; we barely left our honeymoon suite, lots of romance and hard core intimacy between us that could make even the seediest of people blush from shame. It was exactly 14 days after we made love for the first time on our honeymoon that I discovered I was pregnant with Tobias. I was thrilled Brian was going to be a papa with his own kid; Oh I will never forget when I told him the truth he sort of looked stunned like his mind checked out before he fell on his back, I of course walked to him and when I did see him return to his sense I called him a wimp and he frowned, for just a moment. The pregnancy was short, painful too mind you, but I survived it…and that’s when my little man Tobias Jacobson. He was a smart child and Jayne was happy to be a big sister, even though Tobias aged faster than her. All this happened just ten years ago, Jayne is now thirteen Tobias is 10, but he looks and acts like a teenager. Eclipse is going well, Kayla sadly no longer works for me, I organized for her to be transferred to one of Brian’s projects out in Mexico, of course she didn't go alone she ended up taking my best Bouncer Gary, but how could it be helped they were husband and wife. I don’t go into Eclipse much; the problem with being an immortal is you will always look the same and seeing as I am an immortal I can’t have anyone notice I haven’t aged at all, other than that my immortal life is perfect, I have had lots of many loving happy memories. As I laid here on the sand with Brian and his arms around I thought of each of those moments in my life…and I have no regrets Brian leaned in close as he wrapped his second arm around my waist and hr placed one leg over mine “we have to go to Tobias’s school tomorrow” he suddenly spoke as he rubbed his leg on top of mine. “What did he do now” I asked sounding unnecessarily exhausted. “Apparently someone taught him how to make a smoke bomb… do you know anyone could teach him how to make that” my crimson eyes looked away from brian’s “uh no” I responded trying to sound as innocent as possible “Really now didn't you do something like this in the past to a pep squad” It sounded like I was caught, so I over powered my husband and climbed on top of him sitting on his chest, I smiled mischievously and looked at his perfect face, god I could watch him for eternity, even now as the sun’s light shined on his skin and made him sparkle like thousands and thousands of diamonds he was perfect I leaned in to kiss him passionately and let me tell you there were fire works it was like BOOM BOOM BOOM. I knew I was lucky to have him, but as we kissed I knew something was wrong I heard this voice “ aw what a wonderful fantasy…Jane if you would be so kind.” The voice was sweet, but not a good kind of sweet it was the sickening kind of sweet. A few moments later everything just melted away, the sunny beach, the sand….Brian it was all gone, it was all replaced with pain as my daydream suddenly ended, I found myself in agony unimaginable pain, and then it ended after Aro told Jane that was enough. “That was such a nice daydream Sarah, very imaginative….perhaps your life would have ended up like that…if you hadn't gotten pregnant with Tobias when you did.” Aro spoke casually, for a moment I wondered how he knew, until I realized he must have touched me while I was…what was I doing, hallucinating…daydreaming… I don’t know…I looked at Aro, my eyelids felt like 100kg weights and it was like I was a human trying to keep them open, the poison it was sapping my strength, shutting me down . “wh..what…do…you…want” I asked him with difficulty, Aro explained he came for information, he wouldn't tell me what information he was looking for, but he told me I had given it to him, he walked out and left Jane in the room with me alone. “Master has rewarded me for my good service and allowed me to play with you.” She sounded so smug and superior “I’m sorry Jane…..im not into children.” Struggled, with that one glare and Jane was Torturing me, the pain was constant and never ending, although my back was to the wall I eventually slide onto my side and my head hit the ground, the pain thankfully ended when Jane left I couldn't be sure of how long the torture went on for…minutes….hours…days…weeks…months…years, I don’t know. I was completely isolated in the darkness and isolated from the rest of the world, weak from the poison and suffering from thirst, as I laid there unable to move, I thought about that fantasy, everything felt so real…so perfect…I was so happy. I had to stop myself from thinking about it, I just felt this pain inside my far worse than anything Jane could have ever done…my mind had given me the perfect life, while my body was crippled…unable to move with the poison that was probably destroying me…As I lay there in the eternal darkness with nothing to look at, except t he door and unable to move my body…things started to fade away, each second felt like an hour. The door opened and there was a dim light in the distance, in the light there was a shadow blocking the door way the figure blocking the doorway came to me after closing the door behind him “Sarah” it was difficult, but I focused my eyes and I saw him “Brian” I whispered weakly and smiled Brian looked at me rather peculiarly “no Sarah your delirious…it’s Felix” I was confused “Brian…don’t mess with me…please not now” Brian looked at me and he apologized. “I’m sorry….Sarah, hey I have something for you” he spoke; he sat down on the ground and pulled my body to him as my upper body leaned against his chest “Did you come here to save me Brian” I asked with great effort. Brian was quiet “no Sarah…I'm sorry, I can’t” he spoke quietly, I let out a sob as he and he pulled out a drink bottle from his cloak, I couldn't figure out why he was dressed like a member of the Volturi “I just want to go home Brian…I just want to be with you and Tobias” I whimpered out upset. Brian was quiet, he was never this distant with me “I know do Sarah ok, now listen…I need you to do something for me, do you think you can do it.” He asked me, looking into those crimson eyes of his “I would do anything for you Brian.” I whispered quietly, he smiled he looked so sad “I need you to drink this…it’s going to burn and it will hurt, but you have to drink it Sarah ok” He asked me in a way that was so unusual to him, I nodded again weakly and he brought the drink to my mouth and I started to drink it, I had no idea what it was at first, but it was horrible it burned, oh god did it burn, it was venom that much I knew. I pulled away “Please Brian…no more…I beg you…it hurts” I pleaded, but Brian ignored me, he put his hand to my head and made me drink it and oh god how much it hurt, I wish I could have cried as I whimpered in pain as he made me drink it, the entire time I heard him shushing me comforting me and telling me it would all be alright. I managed to drink half the bottle when I heard Brian cuss lowly; he closed up the bottle and wiped my mouth before putting me back where he found me, he slipped the drink under his cloak and got up, he started to kick me in the gut over and over and I screamed in pain “why Brian” I whimpered. The door opened and again there was a shadow was much shorter and it walked in while Brian continued to kick me…it was Jane “Felix, what are you doing here?” She asked emotionlessly Brian stopped kicking me and turned to face Jane “Master Aro gave me permission to torture he traitorous bitch…she is rather crazy she keeps calling me that pathetic fool Brian.” Jane cackled with laughter for a moment, while I suffered from ingesting the venom Brian fed me “wow Felix and I thought I was heartless, but you proved to be just as heartless as I am…beating on your former pupil…why does she call you Brian” Brian shrugged “the poison is making her delirious” He answered shortly, Jane nodded “Does master know you’re here Felix” she asked sounding curious “Master Caius gave me permission” he spoke calmly, Jane nodded her head “well Felix you may leave now” she spoke with authority, I couldn't understand why Jane kept calling Brian, Felix. But Brian turned from Jane he didn't even look at me as he walked out the door “BRIAN” I managed to scream out, but nothing he just kept walking and closed the door behind him. Jane snickered “you’re a fruit loop Sarah…at long last everyone else saw what I have seen from the beginning” I couldn't say anything to Jane, my heart was broken just like my body… Brian left me here alone. Why did he leave me here suffering in agony from the venom he made me drink, why did Jane keep calling him Felix. Jane began her fun as I burned in agony from not only the venom, but from Jane’s wrath. As she inflicted her wrath and then I learned what pain really was…but eventually every thing went far far away again, I stopped screaming and slowly I smiled as I was back on the beach on top of Brian “Welcome back” baby girl his voice spoke comforting me. ~Sarah Frost
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InfoSarah Amanda Frost Lived in a world alone and cold where there was no one she could count on or love. After meeting Brian Jacobson that changed she fell in love with him and eventually gave birth to his son Tobias, Sarah now fights in a world of darkness sacrificing herself for the safety of the ones she love. Sarah's Diary is written by Martin. Click here to read first entryArchives
March 2012
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