Topic: Leaving our home and hopefully the bad memories behind
Date: June 10th,2019 Yo Diary It's been two days since my last entry so I am going to fill you in on everything that's been happening, Right after my last entry I went hunting and caught my son a deer...I went to the forest a few miles away, I did not want to leave Tobias alone for too long, I knew we were safe, but still I did not want to take any chances. I killed the deer and drained the blood into an empty waterbottle, that would be enough for him he also had human food to snack on, I moved onto the dead deer and fed off the blood that was left in the deer the blood was foul, it just tasted wrong, I imagine it would taste like expired produce. I knew Tobias was going to complain today about the blood, it would have to do until we moved, I returned home and started to cook Tobias his breakfast the smell of the bacon and eggs was putrid to me, I don't know how the boy tolerates this crap. I was just about finished with Tobias' breakfast when I watched my son tumble from the hallway he was rubbing his eyes and he looked around, still in his silk black pj's "Morning" he grumbled and went off to the garage. I smiled and greeted him a good morning even though he was already in the garage, there are times when Tobias is not a morning person, it seemed today was one of them,I turned off the stove and placed his plate and cup of blood on the table and placed a fork on the table beside his plate, and after buttering his toast I placed them beside the bacon "Tobias come chowdown" I called out, I braced myself for the stampeed, but I did not hear him run from the garage, "Yo Tobias, come on" I said walking to the garage, when I came in I was shocked. I saw Tobias in front of a box marked S stuff...inside that box, for a moment I panicked, I dont want Tobias to see that stuff, because he would know I lied to him...I told him everything that we had of hers burned in a fire, the truth was I packed it up, I could never bring myself to throw away her things. I asked him what he was doing and he told me that he was looking for boxes. "Boxes can wait, go eat and I will find you a box ok." My son grumbled and went off to the kitchen. He was going to be a barrel of laughs today, I remember thinking that at the time. I picked up the box and opened the back seat of the car and packed it in there. I had told Tobias that he could only take up to five boxes and I would just buy whatever he wanted when we got there. Tobias ended up packing two boxes. While I took three boxes including the box of her things., Once the boxes were packed in the car we were ready to leave. Our last day in our home it was hard for both of us, but I made sure Tobias had as much fun as possible. I took Tobias fishing, vampire style, basicly we went into the ocean and I caught a shark, Tobias went nuts, he loved it. After we went fishing we dried off at the beach, while Tobias was happy with a shark's tooth he had asked me to take from the shark....he is a strange boy, but he says it's really cool to have a shark's tooth and I shrugged it off figuring it must be his weird human part thinking that. I made Tobias put on a hat and sunscreen and he frowned "that stuff smells like rotten eggs Dad." I frowned and told him to do so anyway, he grumbled and stormed off inside and I sighed, he returned a few minutes later in sunscreen and hat and we started to build a giant sand castle, the castle was huge it was like a kingdom of a castle, it was very detailed, the rest of the day went by too fast for either of our liking. After giving Tobias' dinner to him I allowed him to stay up to 8:30 pm and then sent him off to bed. He tried to defy me of course, he is a spirited young man, but he lost and went to bed. While my son slept I made sure everything was packed, I moved all the boxes to the garage and cleaned the place up, I was all set now, with nothing to do so I went to watch Tobias sleep. He slept somewhat peacefully, he tossed and turned alot meaning he was probably still uncomfortable about moving away. My mobile suddenly began to vibrate in my pocket and I stood up and walked outside to the back and answered. The phone call was from Eleazar, I was on speaker phone with the Denali's on the other end, they asked me how everything was going and I told him, well, that I should be able to leave tomorrow morning and make it to the woods area for cover, Eleazar was kind enough to tell me that Alice Cullen saw that we would be fine for traveling tomorrow that she saw us having no problems, I thanked the Denali's and they told me it was no problem, the women in the background started chattering. I could hear them easily with my vampire hearing, they were asking about Tobias. Kate thought she was being funny when she asked if they should put away their valubles and I chuckled and assured them that Tobias would behave himself well this time. Kate gave a scoff sound and I smiled. We spoke for a little while, mostly about the Cullens it turns out that they're living only a few miles from the place Tobias and I are moving to which will be interesting, I have never heard of three vampire covens living so close together within the same hunting area....it will be unique to see this three covens working in harmony. I thanked the Denali's again for allowing me to move onto their territory and they told me to forget about it, that they could not wait to see Tobias or I, we finished our conversation and I went back to check on my son, when I looked on him I could see he was deep in sleep now, he wasn't moving an inch, he actually began to snore, I smiled and left my son to sleep. I waited on the balcony watching the night pass away and eventually morning came and I gave Tobias his breakfast and watched him chow down and after breakfast I threw the plates into the garbage can and we walked outside, it was time for us to leave. I leaned against the car and thought about the idea of leaving this place behind. I thought about her and our time here together as soon as the thoughts came to mind I looked down in shame I promised myself I would not even think about her, but I couldn't help it. I would constantly wonder what she was up to, she was probably living it up as Marcus's new bitch...I heard about her wedding to Marcus, apparently it was a huge event. According to Eleazar at least, he, nor anyone from his coven attended the wedding, but he had friends that did. Sometimes I wonder why...why would she be married to him, why would she want wealth and power over love and living a life of joy, but then I remember her words...she never really loved me she was just using me for my wealth...if I never got her knocked up would we still be together I wonder?. I haven't told you this either, but Eleazar met her. It wasn't long after Tobias and I left that Eleazar and Carmen went to Italy to go shopping, one day they went to see the Voltori when they visted their city, they met her and she was fine..they spoke briefly and Eleazar told me she was distant the entire time, until she snapped and tried to attack them. She had to be held down by Marcus and Aro before she calmed down. Eleazar remarked something must have been wrong, because Aro cut the meeting short, gave them permission and just left. I did not really care I no longer had anything to do with that manipulative harpie, at least that's what I tried to tell myself, maybe if I told myself enough times, I would start to believe it. I watched as Tobias looked at the house, one last time and turned to climb into the car, he did up his seatbelt and I got in after him and did my seatbelt up. I know it may seem foolish being a vampire I couldn't get hurt even if we were to crash, but I wasn't doing this for my safety at all...I was doing this to set an example to my son, It is my job as the parent to teach my son to be smart, to put safety first and set an example and so I did that whenever I could. It was a very cloudy day today, Eleazar was right, I had no problems with the sun. The sun was completely eclipsed by the clouds, it was safe for me to drive which meant I could drive around in daylight and save more time then I originally thought. I noticed through most of the trip my son kept checking the back to see the boxes he seemed interested in that box, but it didn't matter...I would never let him see the contents of that box, one day I am going to get the courage, I'll destroy it or at least bury it somewhere far far away and never return for it, until then, I will keep it with me wherever I go. Our drive was long, Tobias and I played I spy which drove me nuts, because he kept on going for things I would never guess what he was seeing, the little scamp cheats too, I am pretty sure its against the rules to use things in the rearview mirror, still if he was cunning enough to think of it I guess I would let him get away with it. I drove like a maniac while Tobias slept, I figured if he was a sleep I didn't have to be a good influence, when he was asleep its not like he would see it. So I drove and drove going about 200 miles an hour, way over the legal speed limit, I did not worry about police, being a vampire, I could hear a great distance away, hell I could have smelled their scents, it was easy. The drive gave me a lot of time to think, I know what you are thinking, I should concentrate on the road while I drive, but being a vampire I don't have to, when a human becomes a vampire the senses are enhanced, but so is the mind too, we are able to process so much more than humans, we can think of multiple things at the exact same time while a human can only concentrate on one thing at a time. So I thought a lot about what life would be like living close to two big covens of vampires, I hope Tobias would be able to fit in and make friends with the Cullens. Esme and Carlisle did not seem to mind him, now that I think about it Esme handled Tobias pretty wellm I guess she had a lot of practice with that hybrid of theirs. We were ten minutes away from the Denali's and I told him the last time he was here he trashed the place, thinking about his behaviour back then it made me laugh. He sure was a wild child. Tobias looked nervous and I tried to calm him down, I told him that they could not wait to see him and I heard him mutter "yeah to get revenge" I chuckled and leaned to the side to hug my son with one arm while I kept my eyes on the road. We finally arrived at the Denali's. I pulled over to the side and climbed out, the entire coven was there to welcome us, I was shaking Eleazar and Garret's hand and looked back to the car, Tobias was nervous about getting out, as soon as he mustered up the nerve to get out and walk towards me he was tackled to the ground. I could hear Carmen say "oh Dios mío Tobías que han crecido."I knew spanish well enough to know that she said"oh my goodness Tobias you have grown." I could see Tobias reaction his expression was nearly identical to the one he made the first time the girls bombarded him. Carmen dragged Tobias away fom my range and took him away with Tanya & Kate. I could hear them all talking, they were clucking away like hens in a chook house. Carmen came back and told me she and the girls were taking Tobias hunting and I felt a little worried, Carmen assured me that she would take care of Tobias as if he were her own. Carmen left to join her sisters and Tobias while I knew he would be safe I still couldn't help but worry about his safety. It's got to be some sort of parent instinct. Eleazar and I spoke for a while, before I decided to go unpack the boxes at the new place. The house was massive two floors, it had five bedrooms, I plan on giving the biggest room to Tobias, he is going to have so much crap in it anyway it's only fair for him. I would turn one of the spare rooms into an office for myself. I might buy a local shop just to pass the time when not tutoring Tobias, I am going to have to tutor Tobias myself. I don't think there is any tutor good enough in this area, so it's up to me to tutor him, the only problem is he is smarter than me, it would have been depressing if I wasn't proud of the little man. In a few years when Tobias growth has slowed down to an unnoticable rate to the human eye I will allow him to go to high school, With the other rooms, I will keep one room for me and the others will be empty for now. I was personally I haven't been had the chance to be around Tanya yet...things between us kind of got hot and heavy last time we were in each company. The thought of being around her well it's kind of strange, while I finished the last box I could smell the scent of several vampires near by and I could hear the sound of the twigs on the ground snapping in the distance. I immediantly went to the door and waited, a few minutes later I saw Carlisle in jeans and a black shirt, he had his usual blond hair combed back and his golden eyes, I recognized Bella and Edward immediately. Edward had a white T shirt on with a black jacket and jeans, his hair was messy and an unusual shade of bronze. His topaz eyes glared at me hesitantly and I watched him, he was just over six feet tall and had a slender body, his wife Bella wore a black jacket and jeans, she had straight dark brown hair and liquid gold eyes there was one more female, a blond female she was beautiful, she was tall and statuesque she had an elegant body as she wore a black dress, her hair was long and wavy that went to the middle of her back and her liquid gold eyes watched me. I could see just by the look of her eyes she was curious. "Greetings Brian it has been a long time."I nodded. "Yes it has Carlisle, how are you?"I asked him he answered well, and introduced me to each member of his family, Edward, Bella and Rosalie. Carlisle thought it would be best for me to meet his family in small numbers. It was polite of him, I invited them inside and apologised for the lack of furniture everything was coming tomorrow, but they did not mind standing which is fine, as vampires we could stand forever and its not possible to get exhausted. The one known as Rosalie looked around she seemed to be curious when Edward spoke, "He is not here Rose." Rosalie seemed to be disappointed and I asked"who is not here?" I was concerned and the tone in my voice showed it. Carlisle was quick to jump in had Rosalie wanted to meet my son, and I sighed "he is at the Denali's, he is sleeping there tonight seeing as the stores don't deliver until tomorrow." I answered, Rosalie told me she hoped to meet Tobias soon and I wanted to know why she had taken such an interest in my son and Bella told me that Rosalie just had a crazy idea of setting my son up with her daughter, I raised an eyebrow curious "What! It's better than the mongrel and at least the boy wouldn't have fleas or stink up the furniture"I watched Edward hit his head with the palm of his hand. Bella was about to say something when Carlisle interrupted "Rosalie, please not when we are a guest in someone's home" I chuckled and told them it was alright I did not mind that if they wanted to meet my son they were welcome to meet him, after examing my watch I saw it was already nine pm. Tobias would already be asleep now, So I asked them if they would like to meet Tobias tommorow at the Denali's around 9am, to give my son a chance to wake up, get dressed, have breakfast and so on. Rosalie was the first to accept the invite and Carlisle told me that he and his family would be delighted to meet Tobias at that time tomorrow. The Cullens left and I looked at the last box that had her things. I picked up the box and went to the room that would be my future office opening the wardrobe I placed the box at the very top and in the corner so my son couldn't find it, with that done I came to type to you and tell you of the events that happened. I think I am going to go now I don't feel right being away from my son for so long even if he is asleep right now, I need to be where I can watch him so I know he is safe. Brian Jacobson
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InfoBrian Jacobson, Born as a slave fled from his cruel and evil masters who owned a mining company, after fleeing his masters Brian wat bitten by a vampire and made the change to becoming a vampire. In a newborn rage Brian killed his masters, fellow slaves even his family. After the newborn years Brian kept the mine and other lands of his masters and made it his own. Brian became cynical and did not believe in love, until he met Sarah Frost. Brian's Journal is written by Martin. Click here to read first entryArchives |