Topic: I have awoken into a world of endless possibilities I see have seen everything when the rest of the world is blind
Date: ???? Dear journal I had opened my eyes and saw the stars shine in the sky of darkness the determination to save Sarah still with me and giving me strength, I knew the future and saw how it would play out, I saw the ending to our story, and It was not an ending I enjoyed or care to think of, I am going to change it... My power is to rewrite the mistakes fate has made by allowing my spirit to travel through time; I foresaw the death of Sarah five days from now. Now that my spirit has returned to my body I can use the knowledge I had Gained to save Sarah, I travelled fast through the forest running towards the Cullens & Denali’s, it probably would have been faster to call them and tell them everything over phone. Moving through the forest I could hear the rustling of the grass around me as the animals fled from me, I could smell the scent of the luscious grass and I could also smell the scent of animals near by. Moving as fast as I could all I could really think about was the need to see the Cullens and Denali’s along with the visions of Sarah’s execution and her death, it was horrible, it was something no one should ever have to witness especially when the one dying is someone you love. I had made it to the place the Cullens and Denali’s were together and the very first thing I said to them was “I am going to Volterra” being the idiot I was, I had failed to notice my son and Edward’s daughter in the room I could see the confusion in my son’s face, and Edward’s daughter looking anxious, it was at that moment Seth suggested that Renesmee and Tobias accompany him on a patrol with Leah, my son was reluctant, but after he left with Seth, Leah and Renesmee I had told them everything, they were shocked especially when it came to the death of Demetri “the Volturi are crippled, we can hide for the rest of eternity” Tanya had spoken, it was then Carlisle gave his two cents “or at least until they find someone to replace him like Alistair” everyone went quiet “I don’t have time to waste I am going to the nearest town with an airport and I am going to go save Sarah” I was about to head out of the door when I heard Edward speak “According to the information you gave us, you can’t do this on your own Brian…that would be suicide, you would be outnumbered by not only Aro's Guards, but his witnesses too.” I hated the fact that Edward was right, if I went alone, then I would only end up a dead man, but what choice did I have, I had to save Sarah or die trying. Edward had obviously read my mind when he began to speak “we will save her, but we have to think this through, Sarah is a innocent victim in all this and we will not let her suffer” I had wondered if he would be this calm if it was Bella in Sarah’s place and he shook his head “I wouldn’t” he spoke out in response to my thoughts. Tanya had taken a step forward, she was dressed in black and her hair in a pony tail “that’s just it, is she really an innocent victim…Sarah has murdered not one, but two members of the Volturi guard for us to get involved would put our family at risk.” She spoke out of concern for her own family, personally I felt rage “We are already involved Kate and I assisted Brian in his escape and we assaulted members of the guard….we are already a target.” Garrett spoke up for my side, Carmen had folded her arms and leaned on the counter, she didn’t look happy. “That was a foolish move for both of you; you have both put us in grave danger.” The Spanish Accent was usually nice to listen to, but this time I was frustrated, and I knew it was due to the fact I did not have time for vampire debating. Kate had stepped forward “Sarah would never have been put in that situation in the first place if Aro hadn’t threaten the life of her son and Brian’s, along with that they Murdered Irina….OUR SISTER over a small mistake and tried to destroy us all, and in case you doubt that they have spent all these years creating some sort of toxic poison that does who knows what to us….I believe it’s safe to say we were never safe….I agree with Brian, Sarah has saved not only garret and my life, but all of yours by informing us and giving us proof of the Volturi’s plan to wipe us out…the very least we can do is try and save her.” Tanya looked at Kate furiously, she didn’t like the idea of danger and to tell the truth neither did I, I didn’t want to leave my son fatherless, there was still many things I had to teach the boy, everyone began to bicker amongst each other when Carlisle cleared his throat “Kate makes a valid point, and I agree with her we owe Sarah a debt, so I will ask for volunteers…raise your hand if you wish to join Brian and I in rescuing Sarah” I had looked around and watched one by one everyone raised their hand, Bella was fifth to raise her hand and right after she did Edward raised his hand…the way those two moved it was like one would react to the other…like magnets. Everyone eventually raised their hand, Tanya was last “I will call the rest of my pack to come down….we will protect Renesmee and the brat” Jacob had spoken “His name is Tobias” I corrected him gritting his teeth, Edward thanked Jacob and Bella had spoken “I think we should gather Siobhan and the rest of the covens…we need friends to back us up.” Esme stepped forward “I will begin making the calls.…Alice can make the flight arrangements, Brian, I think you need to speak to Tobias so he doesn’t fret too much, Edward…Bella” it was at that point they both nodded they knew she was going to say the same to them. What should I tell Tobias, how would he react…when I tell him I am going away yet again, I have been so distant with him lately he is a smart kid he knows something is going on. I found Tobias with Seth during the patrol he was riding on Seth’s back, so when he came to hug me he stank of wolf, I put one hand around his back to hug him back “Tobias…I am going to make this short…The Cullens, Denali’s and myself are going to Volterra…while I am gone you have to listen to that friend of yours ok…” It is difficult to leave my son under the care of mongrels, but it’s not like the human Charlie could protect Tobias. I continued to keep him in my arm, and smelled my son’s sweet scent, listened to his heartbeat and then his voice as he spoke “don’t go dad…why are you always leaving” He asked me, he sounded upset and I held him close what could I tell him, I didn’t want to lie to him, but I also didn’t want to blow his world apart by telling him that I was going to rescue his mother whom I told him was dead…what if I failed, it would crush us both…at least this way I would be the only casualty to him if I failed in rescuing Sarah…because if I failed I would die with her. To live your life without the one you love is truly a fate worse than death. It shouldn’t be me here comforting my upset son…Sarah should be here comforting her son, experiencing all the good and the sad times, I wont let her miss anymore. Putting my hand on his head “It’s nothing to concern yourself with at the moment I will explain everything to you when I get home…I promise in the meantime why not look after Edward’s daughter…repay their kindness by protecting Renesmee” Tobias looked at me, he was reluctant to accept this, but he did he told me he loved me and hearing him say that made me smile, hearing your child tell you that they loved you is one of the best feelings a parent can feel, when I hear him say it I light up full of pride and feel pretty awesome I imagine it’s similar to feeling high on ecstasy. I told my son that I loved him, that he has brought me so much joy and purpose and that I was proud of him. it was hard to leave him there with the dog, I didn’t trust the mongrels capacity to protect my son, after all they were dogs…as I walked back towards the cabins I stopped and looked around, If I couldn’t have faith in the dogs….what else could I do…well I thought of something and as much as I hated to do this I did it “you said you could foresee everything….look out for my son old man.” I spoke out hoping Dracula would hear me…Dracula annoyed the crap out of me, but if it meant asking that jerk for help in looking after my son, put it this way I would make a deal with the devil himself to protect my son. I returned to the Cullens and Denali’s and saw they were already waiting for me, they were Silent and I asked them how we were doing. Alice stood still with jaspers arms around her “we have worked out a plan, if we stick to it exactly everything should work out.” She informed me immediately I wanted to know what their plans were “go on” Jasper held Alice tight he seemed to be a rad anxious “We intend on using Kate, Garrett and yourself as bait…you three have openly defied the Volturi so there is pretty much a bounty on you…so at the front lines of the execution site will be…Carlisle,Eleazar, Esme, Emmett, Rosalie, Edward and Bella…Bella’s shield will be up to protect us from Alec or Jane while Edward reads their minds to prevent pre emptive strikes…we have a cover story for our presence at the execution, Eleazar will be there as head of his family while Tanya and Carmen is with Alice and I, ….Carlisle will be there as head of our family he will announce that he had no idea of what was going on.” I had listened as Jasper continued, speaking on…how Jasper and Alice would lead another group, with all their witnesses they would stay out of sight. When Alice gets a vision of Aro arriving then she would lead her group of witnesses with Jasper…I would rush to the car and rescue Sarah from Aro, and Sulpicia and Emmett would be taking care of Felix. That was the plan we went over every little detail until everyone could memorize it. We drove by car to the airport and caught flight…not everyone went together Alice and Jasper had taken off to gather the witnesses who don’t have phones…it was an inconvenience after all in this day and age is it so difficult to have prepaid phones…even if you’re a nomad and travel…kill a human take their money and buy credit at the nearest phone store and there you go instant contact with friends. we had arrived in Italy with one day to spare and stayed one town away from Volterra, we had one day to prepare, everyone with the exception of Tanya spent it with the company of their loved ones….Tanya didn’t have one and mine was locked away in a dark dungeon in a weakened condition probably loosing her mind…Tanya had sat with me as I watched the sunrise, there was silence between us I felt uneasy and that was only natural with our past “tell me something Brian” Tanya had caught my attention and I looked into her golden eyes “are you saving Sarah for Tobias’s sake so he can meet his mother…or is it because you love Sarah” It seems this would definitely be an awkward moment “I do this for my son…and for me, I love her Tanya…I never stopped loving her even when you and I hooked up….I am sorry” was all I could managed to say to her, she was quiet and I wondered what hell would come next…females were irrational and frightening creatures at times “ I see” was all Tanya would say and then there was utter silence as we sat there watching the sun. It was midday that the clouds finally covered the sun and we could make our move towards Volterra the car ride was quiet…Carlisle, Esme, Bella, Edward and I were in one car. Bella was looking at her phone and going through the image gallery, I could see from over her shoulder pictures of Edward and Renesmee…Bella must have been missing her daughter and for a moment I wondered why Bella or Edward would take this risk to never see their daughter again. I remembered I was around Edward and I tried to stop thinking about this…Being around Edward can be so frustrating at times, having to watch what I think is a real inconvenience. As we approached the execution location I began to feel the sensation of fear and horror, the last time I was here…Sarah had died, I saw her burn away and smelled her flesh burn…I witnessed her death and even though I was determined to prevent that fate, I feared I would fail her. as we pulled over to the side Emmett came to my side of the car door and opened it he pulled me out and pulled my arm behind my back “what are you doing here” Caius spoke viciously Carlisle had stepped forward and responded “Eleazar and I have heard about Mr. Jacobson, and Some of the Denali’s behaviour towards your people I just wanted to offer you the offenders to show my family and Eleazar’s family in no way associate ourselves with this crime” as Carlisle finished Emmett forced me onto my knees, Kate and Garrett were at my side. Caius had asked about my son and I was about to get up and rip him apart when Emmett held me down. Edward had witnessed my reaction and she looked to Caius “Bella and I have spoken about it and we have agreed to take in The son of Mr. Jacobson, we will take responsibility for the boy” it was difficult to stay so still “well we shall discuss this with Aro when he arrives…speaking of which here he comes now.” Caius spoke It was time, I was going to stand and run to the limo “Bella” Edward spoke, I could only assume Bella was going to raise her shield, Kate and Garrett stood up while I stood up and ran towards the limo I could see the limo come to the stop as Felix pulled out, Emmett had charged passed me and threw Felix to the front part of the limo, I ripped open the limo door from it’s hinges and leaned in, Aro had moved towards me and I did something that most of the vampire population probably dreamed of doing…I punched the creepy asshole with such force that Aro hit the closed door of the limo out of the limo as the door came off it’s hinges. As I looked at Sarah and saw her shocked expression I could hear the footsteps of all the witnesses, everything was going according to plan, but at this very moment I didn’t care about the plan I cared about my baby girl she looked so weak and frail…exactly like my vision I hated seeing her like this. “no one is roasting my baby girl” I spoke out and I could see her beautiful smile, she seemed very tired as I held her in my arms. She buried her face in my chest and I grinned, she told me I should have left her and I looked down to her face and knew I had to say something “yo baby girl…for once let me save you ok...” Sarah kept on speaking she said things how fighting was pointless and I should let her die to end the madness and insanity…this wasn’t my Sarah…this Sarah was a quitter…I tightened my grip on her and knew I had to give her the message…Dracula was right Sarah needs this message. “I was meant to give you a message Sarah…at the time, I wasn’t sure if I should, because you fought so many battles that were not yours to fight…but now hearing you speaking like this like you have given up…that’s not you Sarah…listen if you don’t like the hand fate has dealt you…fight for a better hand, always fight for one and never give up.” I could see Sarah’s black eyes widen, she seemed surprised by my words. I watched Sarah and was broken out of my gaze when I heard Emmett telling me to hurry up, he must have been struggling to keep Felix at bay “Sorry Emmett” I spoke and Jasper moved with speed and agility as he ran to Aro and tossed him into Caius, I had to admit it I was impressed I knew of Jasper’s history as a solder, but to see him do such a feat it was incredible. Rosalie went for Sulpicia while Jasper assisted Emmett. Sarah was tight in my arms and I was vigilant I wasn’t going to let anyone take my woman now that I had her with me. I could hear Felix yelling at me asking what I was waiting for, that I should take Sarah and run…this confused for a moment I didn’t even have time to ponder the meaning of this as Sarah told me that Felix was a good guy and she asked me not to hurt him. Alice had joined us seconds later and confirmed Sarah’s statement that she had a vision of him not harming us. I was reluctant, but Jasper & Emmett released Felix and Edward joined us with bad news, he told me that Bella couldn’t keep the shield up for much longer with constant attacks from Jane and Alec…it seemed Bella was at her limits. I tightened my grip on Sarah trying to do my best to think of something…anything that could help us, how could I have not expected this…It was stupid of me not to have thought of this possible outcome and then I heard my soul mate speak…asking me to let her down that she would end this one and for all…I wanted to yell hell no that I had no intention of letting her give herself up, I tightened my grip “no Sarah, I didn’t go through all this to loose you again…this time you are coming home with me…to see our son.” I was determined to for that outcome even if I had to die for it to happen. Sarah had spoken again and I listened. “Brian…you awakened something inside me…let me fight with you for a better future too…not just for us, but for everyone..” I didn’t want to do it, no way in hell did I want her to fight especially in her condition, but I had no choice Sarah had proven herself time and time again to do the impossible….just this one last time I would let her fight after this fight never again. Felix had asked for Sarah’s plan, and without hesitating she announced she was going to the front lines to Bella. I knew what she was going do; it was a classic Sarah move. Sarah given the orders telling us that Felix would lead the evacuation of the witnesses who assisted the Cullen’s, Denali’s and I. Sarah had ordered me to take Sulpicia from Rosalie and when she was ready I was to bring her Rosalie. She wanted to make a trade it was an interesting concept to deal with the Volturi like that, I didn’t think it would work the Volturi were cheats but then Sarah knew the Volturi a lot better than me she must have some trick up her sleeve. I touched Sarah’s arm softly and kissed her on the lips smiling “ok baby girl…lets end this now, so we can go home to our son.” Sarah had walked off towards Bella and I approached Rosalie taking the bitch known as Sulpicia off her. I held Sulpicia tightly and watched as Felix left taking witnesses with him. Sulpicia was whispering in a hissing tone about how we were all dead that her beloved Aro would make us suffer for this mutiny. I wanted to gag the bitch, or threaten her instead I just fixated to watching my baby girl like a hawk. It’s weird to see the person you love more than your own life…struggle to walk, to appear so weak on the outside yet on the inside she was mighty she was like a pillar of strength the strongest vampire…no woman that I will ever know. I wondered how she was doing it, was she so used to doing things on her own that she developed perseverance or did she fight because she had a reason to…maybe it was all of the above. Edward had approached Sarah and allowed her to use him as a crutch to help her make it to Bella while Sulpicia was whispering “look at that she can’t even walk…so you really believe that pathetic weakling will be able to do anything to make a difference on her own…you should let me go and go cherish the last minutes of your immortality with that weak whore.” At that moment I wanted to kill Sulpicia rip her to shreds that not even she could recover from “you are mistaken…Sarah has proven time and time again that as long as one person is willing to take a stand that anything is possible…Aro feared Sarah’s power, he knew when she was still human that Sarah would one day become a powerful weapon that not even he could stop….watch Sulpicia watch as your Mate’s worst fear comes to life.” I snarled at her violently. We both watched as Sarah had grabbed Bella’s hand a smile had was planted on my face that was until she collapsed onto her knees, she was still holding Bella’s hand “Sarah” I yelled out, she had panted and told me that it wasn’t time. I could listen to Bella announcing how strong she felt. Aro had given the order to attack and Sarah had called for me. In a flash I moved still holding Sulpicia and I was at my woman’s side. Sarah had pulled Sulpicia out of my arms and she had her arm around Sulpicia she was cocky. Sarah had taken control telling Aro to demand that his people backed off when he remained quiet I was shocked that Sarah sank her teeth into Sulpicia’s neck and started feeding from Sulpicia savagely. Sulpicia was shrieking and her body was shaking venom was all over Sulpicia’s neck area and Sarah was just drinking it all up, never in my life had I seen something this unorthodox a vampire…drinking the venom from another vampire.. Aro had told Jane and Alec to back off Sarah had pulled back from Sulpicia’s neck and Sulpicia’s silvery black venom was dripping down from the sides of Sarah’s mouth. She had spoken asking me to take Kate & Garrett and assist in getting everyone else away …I had watched Sarah cringe she was hurting I had to make sure she knew what she was doing “Sarah if I do that we are going to be outnumbered” My darling baby girl reassured me telling me that it wouldn’t be a problem as long as she had Sulpicia as a hostage. I sighed out and knew I had to do this…Sarah wasn’t a fool she knew what she was doing and she was relying on me. After sighing I had told Kate and Garrett to take the next group out and Sarah had made Aro given a promise that he would leave us all alone before his witnesses and the remainder of our own in exchange for Sulpicia. Aro was furious but he had sworn to it, what I didn’t expect was to see Sarah ripping off Sulpicia’s head, I wondered if she lost the plot she just butchered our hostage. Sarah held Sulpicia’s head by the hair and she had a wicked smile on her face, she held a finger and reminded Aro of the vow he had made, she was clever she had never promised the condition of Sulpicia only that she would be returned. I was impressed that he actually kept his word, there was cheers from around us as I moved in close I wrapped my arms around Sarah “let’s go home baby girl” I spoke softly I carried Sarah in my arms as we left the monastery everyone chatted and I looked down to Sarah and Sulpicia’s head. I had asked Sarah about her intentions with the head of Sulpicia, naturally she gave a sarcastic remark to stuffing it and putting it on display. I knew Sarah was joking, but still a part of me had this weird image of trying to explain Sarah mounting the head on the wall to a curious Tobias. After she chucked the head at Felix and instructed him to burn it I climbed into the car and Rosalie was quick to join us, she was enthusiastic about meeting Sarah and it was my sincerest hopes that they would be friends. Sarah could use some good people in her life. I had offered Sarah my wrist to drink my venom and help with the poison, but she refused to do it I had wondered whether she was modest or not. There was a silence between us as she nuzzled into my chest and I enjoyed it caressing her blond hair, I remembered the first time Sarah and I were intimate on a personal level as well as Sexual on the 4th of May 2009 Sarah was catatonic mourning for the daughter she was forced to give up, and naturally I was rash breaking into her room picking her up and carrying her into the shower and turning on the taps…she was so furious, but something inside her changed just like it did for me…we were both ready for each other at least that’s what I think. Now as I hold her in my arms and make a secret pact to never allow anything to separate us I think about the life we will have together. My son will finally have a mother and I finally have my best friend and soul mate back. ~Brian Jacobson.
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InfoBrian Jacobson, Born as a slave fled from his cruel and evil masters who owned a mining company, after fleeing his masters Brian wat bitten by a vampire and made the change to becoming a vampire. In a newborn rage Brian killed his masters, fellow slaves even his family. After the newborn years Brian kept the mine and other lands of his masters and made it his own. Brian became cynical and did not believe in love, until he met Sarah Frost. Brian's Journal is written by Martin. Click here to read first entryArchives |