Dear Diary,
Apparently morphine did not work on Bella either. I was surprised she could bear it, I kept an eye on her, and back then, she seemed fine, maybe a little tensed, but fine. After Alice had seen that, she looked even more worried. I wish Bella had kept this to herself, not that I didn’t mind if Carol suffered, I just didn’t prefer Alice worrying about it. To me after all I've seen the transformation, it is a big part and unexceptionally unforgettable of an immortals life. Something you cannot escape. Everyone was waiting for Carlisle’s response. After a long moment, he finally spoke “We'll inject the morphine with the venom to her system so they'll counteract each other. I believe she won’t feel anything." Alice pursed her lips, she was not going to be convinced with what Carlisle believed, but she wasn’t going to contradict them either, still she felt unsure about them. Either way we had no choice. Emmet took the morphine after he was bitten ,what they hadn't see is that the venom would spread faster sealing ,burning his veins so then the morphine was useless. Bella took it before she was bitten, but there was so much damage in her body that the morphine couldn’t be spread to her body so when the venom was injected, the morphine acted wrongly, she made her body heavy, unmovable, painful. "It’s our best chance." I said trying to smile and squeezed her hand. She gave me the faintness hint of a smile in return and glanced at Carol worriedly. Carol on the other hand was completely unreadable. She had her back a against the wall, a pillow underneath her knees. And the blankest expression on her face. I didn’t understand it; didn’t she care at all about the pain? Was this some kind of a gift? Blocking overwhelming emotions and being careless about experiences that were about to cause her more pain than all the pain she has probably ever experienced in her whole life? I heard Edward pull to the garage, Bella had sent him to take Renesmee to Jacob's so she could tell Carlisle about the morphine without Edward knowing, and the engine stopped. Bella threw us a pleading glance and Rose nodded. I tried to leave aside all about morphine and started thinking about the newborns and their transformation. "Okay, let’s get this party started!” Emmet said excitedly. I rolled my eyes. Emmet. Esme looked at him sourly, it wasn't much of a scowl but it was the best Esme could pull. Edward entered, and Alice nodded to Carlisle and took Carol softly by the hand to get her to the basement. A not-exactly-a-party was about to start. -Jasper
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InfoAfter becoming a major in the Confederate Army, Jasper Whitlock was bested upon by the vampire Maria, who proceeded to turn him. After the transformation, Jasper aided Maria in her creation of a newborn vampire army which successfully conquered the feeding grounds of Texas. However, Jasper became tired of this violent and bloodlust life and eventually became a nomad. Fortunately, he was eventually found by Alice, the love of his life and with her began a life with the peaceful coven of the Cullen family. Jasper's Journal was previously written by Aggeliki. Jasper's journal is written by Halle O'Neil Click here to read first entryArchives |