Dear Diary,
Nothing exciting has happened lately. I've just been living life. Alice is good. If she's good then I am too. So, I decided to go hunting again today.... Edward came with me. We started running right when we got outside. We were focused and that's why we didn't talk much. "Edward?" I said. He looked over, "Yeah Jazz?" "Wanna go far out into the mountains today?" I asked him. "Yeah, race you!" He started running. I took off after him, pulling ahead. He was catching up. He was winning now. He got to the top and smiled. "I win," he said. "Yeah, you do" I said. We can be so childish sometimes. But if Emmett was here, it would've been worse. We took off in separate directions, saying we'd meet up when we were finished. I went a little down the mountain and pounced on a mountain lion. It's blood was warm, but kind of bitter. Oh well. It felt good though. I kept going thinking that one more would be good. It took me a little while, but I found a deer. It's blood was warm and sweet, deer are normally like that. I went back up the mountain and saw Edward wasn't back yet. About five minutes later, he was back. It didn't take us long at all to get back, and things at the house seemed calm. That's when I went upstairs and got the oppurtunity to write in you!
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Dear diary,
He was tall and he had blonde hair. He kind of just stared for a few minutes. His eyes were turning a light crimson. It was a while since we had to "deal" with them. He started to say something, then stopped. He seemed at a loss for words. I stared for a while... we all did. Then, he backed away and disappeared into the woods. I turned back on my heels and took off back toward the house. Edward and Alice followed. We had to tell Carlisle and Esme what we had seen. Plus, Bella would be interested in it too. Carlisle was at the door before I even got there. He must've heard us. I walked up to him with Alice and Edward flanking both of my sides. I told him everything that had happened. He seemed like it was a normal thing. He said that he was probably just curious, or confused about this whole thing, that he had probably heard about us and our way of life... He wanted to see how our kind lived. By then, everyone had come out to listen. They all had heard what had happened. They were curious too. I didn't want to disturb this newborn. I mean, who knew if he had been trained. I keep calling him a newborn because of the fight. That was a while ago. He was probably much more cautious now... "He also probably just wanted to get to know who you are. He's seen you before and he just wanted to-" I interrupted Carlisle, "Sorry to interrupt, but I think I'm just going to go walk for a while." I started to walk down the steps. I was a few feet away when I saw Alice following behind me. When we were far enough away where they couldn't see us, I did the same thing I did when we first met. I held out my hand and she took it.. We walked for a while in silence. Then, out of nowhere, she turned to me. She didn't have an expression on so I didn't know what she was going to do.. She reached up and grabbed my face and kissed me. The kiss was long and passionate. She finally let go, looked into my eyes and smiled. Then we continued in the woods. I love her so much. We will be together up until the very end. I smiled thinking about it. ~Jasper Dear Diary,
Apparently, this newborn wasn't done yet. He must've decided to keep trying to see who we were and what we did. It started when Carlisle and Esme went hunting one day. They kept seeing something in the trees. Soon, he went closer to them. After that happened, they took off. I was furious. There was no way he could have just snuck out! I would have seen him! Emmett said he must've snuck out before. Everyone trusted me, depended on me. I let them down. I was very disappointed in myself. Alice told me no one blamed me. I knew they didn't, but i couldn't let this go. I wouldn't let myself. But, if mysterious killings start up again, I will go look for him. I wont give up. He won't get away again. Edward saw how worked up I was getting and looked at me and mouthed, 'calm down'. I nodded. Everyone was trying to figure out what to do. Well, everyone but Emmett. He couldn't care less since he was watching a sports game. It was silent. Surprisingly, Nessie broke the silence. "Can I help you get this guy momma?" She asked. Bella smiled. "I don't think so sweetie." She said, "You could get hurt." Renesmee pouted. "And we couldn't have that, could we?" Edward said, picking her up and spinning her around. That made everyone smile. She giggled. She was so intelligent, but she could get distracted very, very easily. She is very funny. So anyway, I needed to hunt. Alice and Edward came with me. We went probably about a mile from the house when things started happening. I kept seeing something moving.. I thought I was being paranoid, so i let it go. But then, we were up on a mountain. I saw a tree shake and someone stepped out from behind it. That's when I first saw him... ~Jasper Dear diary,
When the door opened, Alice came in. She explained the situation again. She said the newborns name is Fred. He didn't sound familiar. I stared at her, dumbfounded. This couldn't have happened, I thought. It just can't! I felt disappointed more than anything. I felt that way because I thought I got them all. "I was the one who was supposed to not let them get away!" I screamed. "Calm down Jazz." Alice said. She grabbed my hand and squeezed it, "It will be alright." I put my head in my hands. "I just feel like I let you guys down." I said. She looked into my eyes. "Everything will be okay. I promise." then, she kissed me. I felt relieved, like there wasn't a care in the world. But, it still felt like the world was on my shoulders. I stood up, and looked out the window. "How do you know everything will be alright?" I said. "Because, he's not doing anyone harm, if he does, we'll find him. She looked at me and smiled. I smiled too. ~Jasper Dear diary,
I don't know why I hardly write about exciting things. The dull things come to my mind when I write in you, and that's pretty much it. But yesterday was very cool (in my opinion). I went hunting with Emmett. And if you know Emmett, you would know that he was laughing and joking the whole time, while I remained quiet. Sometimes I just don't get him, but that's fine. We decided to go to the mountains today, instead of the normal spot. We were running up the mountain, and he pretended that the rocks were going to hit him. Classic Emmett joke. He also pretended that a bear was going to maul him... again. We found some mountain lions and that was our first feed. The blood wasn't very sweet but it was still good and satisfying. We both got one more and decided to head back. I caught an unfamiliar scent on the way back. Definitely a vampire though. Maybe a newborn? Or a nomad? I couldn't tell. Or maybe just someone who's curious. You never know. When we got back to the house, Renesmee was on the porch with Jacob. Ughh, he was back. I acknowledged him and walked inside. Edward came right over to me. "Something's wrong." he said. I didn't know what he meant or who he was talking to. "What?" I asked. "I was just outside and nothing was wrong, but I did pick up an unfamiliar scent..." He frowned. "That's the thing, one of the newborns was here." he said. I was confused. "But that doesn't make sense, we caught all of them!" I said. If this was true, I was so mad! This doesn't happen. I checked and checked! "Apparently, one must have escaped. He's still alive and the only reason that I know this for a fact is that he still had the faintest smell of Bella's blouse." he said, his mouth a hard line. I was enraged, this isn’t supposed to happen! I stomped up the stairs and into my room. I shut the door. Just calm down, I said to myself. Everything will be just fine. There was a knock at the door. "Come in" I said. I will write when I calm down a little bit. ~Jasper Dear diary, Today I finally found out why Alice was acting strange before. That day was the day that she was committed to that mental hospital. How could she remember that? I hardly remember anything from my human life. But, Alice was pretty unpredictable. She just needed me. I was there to comfort her when she needed it. She cried, well no tears came, but she still sobbed. It was so hard for me to watch. She calmed down soon enough. But, she didn't talk much for the rest of the night. I think that she will be fine now. I went downstairs and Emmett was screaming at a sports game on TV of course. Everyone was trying to tune him out, and by their expressions, it wasn't working out too well. Alice was still in our room. I don't think that she'd come out for a while. "Where's Alice?" Esme asked. "Oh she's upstairs. She's not really happy right now though." I answered. Edward joined in, "It's nothing really though. She'll be fine soon." I looked at him. Thanks, I thought. Anytime, he mouthed. Alice came downstairs about an hour later. She looked as if though nothing had happened. Of course she looked that way. She always knew how to cover something up that she didn't want anyone to see. She skipped to my side and grabbed my hand. She was back to normal. I smiled. I'll write soon. ~Jasper Dear diary, My name is Jasper. I am a vampire. My mate's name is Alice, she can see the future. I can make people feel what i want them to feel, I mess with their emotions. I live with the Cullens in Forks, Washington. We only hunt animals. That is just a little bit about me. Soon you'll find out much more. I was outside with Alice and we were about to go hunting. She needed it and I was going to need it soon too. Besides, we needed some time alone. We jumped the river and ran. I smelled a deer right away. I let her have it. She needed it more than I did. When I caught the scent of the next one, I ran after it. It was almost 5 seconds after that when I had it under me. I bit it and began sucking. The blood was sweet and warm, so I was upset when it was gone. We both got one more and decided to turn around and go back home. When I got to the house the smell hit me right away. Dog. Ughhh Jacob's here. Probably to see Renesmee. He just drives me crazy! But hey, at least he doesn’t like Alice! I decided to go upstairs with Alice because I didn't want to be around Jacob the dog... She knew exactly what was going to happen so she just walked up the stairs. I pretended like it was her idea and followed her. There was something wrong. She seemed upset. I didn't know why. "What's wrong?" I asked her. "What? Nothing." She was lying I knew it. She knew that I knew it but I pretended that I didn't. "Okay", I said "Don't tell me" She looked up and giggled. Stuff like that always makes Alice laugh. The dog smell disappeared so we went back downstairs. ~Jasper After we had hunted, we decided to take a walk in the woods. Carol, next to Alice, was to startled from all the stuff she had to take in as a newborn to notice that me and Alice were holding hands.
Suddenly, I heard something, it must have been really far but I was able to make out what it was, an immortal and he was running, running towards us. I moved in front of Alice and Carol, placing myself between them and whoever was coming as Alice got her cellphone out of her pocket and dialed Carlisle’s number. -“Carlisle tell Edward and Bella to come here right now, it’s an immortal, yes, yes I saw him, I don’t recognize him, he’s blond with red eyes, could it be anyone from the Voltouri?, he’s blurry I believe he’s gifted.” Now I was too startled to concentrate on Carlisle’s reply and Alice’s words came as a wishper to my ears. “Okay. They did what? Oh, okay, yes you stay home with Nessie, watch after her. Bye.” Then she hung up and gave us the information quickly. “Emmet and Rosalie had taken off on a “honeymoon” in Vancouver. I saw this guy he’s probably gifted, I can’t see him clearly, Edward and Bella will come in a second, get ready we have less than 2 minutes.” Two minutes were enough for Edward and Bella to find us. As they came we all formed a line, placed to battle if needed. Alice went next to Carol, ready to restrain her if all the aggressiveness came out to the blond guy. Me and Edward moved to protect our beloved ones. “Bella prepare your shield, we have 5 seconds” Alice almost ordered, anxious. Of course now I could see him clearly, he was blond,tall with red, just-fed eyes. I quickly scanned him and then us, surprisingly Alice and Edward looked…sick. I tried to “read” his emotions to get a better look but when I did a wave of nausea hit me. Then I heard Bella’s teeth grit, struggling and eventually her shield covered us all. I didn’t feel sick anymore. “Hello,I’m Fred.” He introduced himself. Edward mouthed us “It’s okay” as Fred said “I came here for Bree.” “I’m really sorry Fred but Bree was killed in the fight with Riley.” Edward said reading his mind. Then unexpectadly Fred crouched and snarled, Edward crouched to, but spoke calmly. “No, we didn’t kill her Fred, we were defending ourselves, The Volturi did. Riley was lying.” “Oh, I’m sorry, I should have guessed that, it just that Bree was a good friend of mine, what happened?” As he saw no danger he nodded to Alice and she nodded back. “Fred you’re more than welcomed to come to our home, we have to explain you a lot of stuff, If you want of course.” When we were back home we explained to him about Victoria’s plan, the Volturi and convinced him not to hunt them down for revenge, about our lifestyle, explained the real reason behind our eye color, and how Bree told Edward to be nice to him if we ever met him before she was killed. Fred looked pleased and sad at the same time. But he was interested as I could tell and Carlisle “human” as always suggested he stayed with us and try our way of living. Fred wasn’t a violent person, he accepted and promised not to use his gift-which he explained to us what it was-while he stayed with us. In the next few months our family was more blissfull than ever. Carol and Fred became a couple, both were learning to live in our way. Jacob and Nessie’s relationship was getting stronger which was making Edward nervous. Rose and Emmet returned which was what Carol and Fred, Jacob and Nessie were waiting for to announce to us all that they were getting married. It seems that we’ll have a double wedding soon. Lots of fun for my Alice. Of course we have a lot to get through, the Voltouri would find new excuse to attack us but we’re stronger than ever and ready for every challenge time is going to bring. THE END -Jasper Hale We headed for the woods near our house. I kept an eye on Carol having a two-step distance from her, I did want to restrain her from doing something she’ll truly regret later but I didn’t want to make her feel strained.
She still wasn’t fully in control, when she woke up and asked Alice to hunt then she went to hug her, she didn’t hurt her but Alice mouthed me a soft “ouch” from Carol’s tight grip. As we were deep in the woods Alice stayed with Carol and I patrolled the area in case any unlucky human decided to go hiking. Luckily the area was completely safe and Carol could go on with her hunting. Alice led her to an opening and showed her how to hunt repeating the “basics” as Edward did with Bella a few years ago. It was the second time for me but I could tell Emmet was a bit bored. As Alice began instructing low football match sounds came to me from our living room. Alice and I caught two deers and Carol managed to have two elk without ruinning her purple silk dress- that Alice made her wear- completely. I got to admit she was pretty graceful and she didn’t have all that newborn anxiousness-maybe because there was no human anywhere near. Bella was monopolising Edward with questions comparing her and Carol. Carlisle and Esme looked up to us with pride watching they’re family from Carlisle’s office window. Rose and Emmet were cuddling on the sofa, Emmet watching the game and Rose feeling a little jealous of Carol. I watched Alice and Carol return from another round of hunting and I gave a warm smile to both of them. Alice gave me a soft kiss in my lips and Carol smiled warmly shying away embarrassed. I was completely naïve and happy. I had no idea the nasty surprise we were in for. -Jasper Carol. That was what the Cullen’s house was now surrounding around. I didn’t blame them, nor was I bothered by it. But I was a little relieved about Rosalie’s annoyance; she wouldn’t change even if the world came to an end. Same old Rose, trying to get all the attention for herself. Well she didn’t succeed much. Surprisingly we were all so focused on Carol… and Bella just couldn’t help it, it was a motive that no one escaped in this family. As I was told, since I wasn’t a part of this family before. First with Edward and Esme, then with Esme and Rosalie, later with Rosalie and Emmet again with Emmet and Bella and at last with Bella and Carol. It was Carol’s time to shine and for Bella to stand back and enjoy the show. Me and Alice came a bit late to this little “game” of our family. Every new vampire was compared to the last who joined our family. Poor Carol. She reminded me of Bree, to be honest. At least she behaved like a normal newborn.
I remember when me and Alice entered the room, I opened the door and made an “after you” gesture toward Alice. She smiled unsurely and went in. She looked terrified, like she would turn around in any second and run. She managed to get in the room with steady steps, but not in her usual graceful aura. I was just behind her; I took her hand and gave it a gentle squeeze. It wasn’t a little thing, cursing the only family member you ever had and truly loved who loved you back into eternal immortal life. Of course Carol was beautiful like all of us. The relation she had with Alice was a lot more visible now. Although I expected her to go wild and run into the forest to feed herself, she was aware of where she was and who we were. When Alice got there her pace returned to a graceful dancing again. Her smile was instant; I offered Carol a tiny smile still unsure of Alice’s safety around her. Carol returned the smile but it faded away as quickly as it had appeared, and her bottom lip quivered. “Alice, I need to hunt.” -Jasper |
InfoAfter becoming a major in the Confederate Army, Jasper Whitlock was bested upon by the vampire Maria, who proceeded to turn him. After the transformation, Jasper aided Maria in her creation of a newborn vampire army which successfully conquered the feeding grounds of Texas. However, Jasper became tired of this violent and bloodlust life and eventually became a nomad. Fortunately, he was eventually found by Alice, the love of his life and with her began a life with the peaceful coven of the Cullen family. Jasper's Journal was previously written by Aggeliki. Jasper's journal is written by Halle O'Neil Click here to read first entryArchives |