Diary,
Yesterday was a very interesting day. I was out hunting with Alice when she froze in place like she was having a vision. After she came back, I asked her what she saw and her face crumpled in confusion. “I don't really know” she replied. I let it go there, and we finished our hunt. Once we returned home Alice asked if she could speak with me in private, so we went up to Carlisle's office since he was at work, we would be alone. She started asking me a million questions about Edward so fast I could hardly understand her. Once I got her to calm down and ask slower I heard her ask; When was his human birthday, his mom's birthday, did he ever have a girlfriend, was he ever in love, and a few others of that sort. I was really confused and asked her why she was asking me these questions, she told me that she wasn’t exactly sure what was going on, but that she had a weird feeling that this day was REALLY important to Edward for some reason, and did not know why. I thought about it for a while, but I could not figure it out at all. For the rest of the day Alice paced all around the house, back and forth trying to get more of the vision she had earlier, but nothing came. Eventually she gave up trying to figure it out but it is still kind of bothering both of us. She has assured me that it is definitely not something to worry about, but she does not want to ask Edward just in case it may be something that would upset him. We have done out best to push it out of our minds for now. Hopefully the reason will be revealed soon. Carlisle has today off so I am going to go spend as much time with him as I can I just wanted to document my strange day with Alice, so that I can be sure to remember it exactly so we can one day find the reason for it. Always, Esme
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Diary,
Rosalie and Emmett are back from their honeymoon now. Some things happened that were not very good. Rosalie could not help herself and visited her old home. She found out that her mother had died a few years ago and that her father was being buried that day. But what she did is not important to remember. What I need to remember is how fragile my little girl still is. She was so upset she did not even want to come see us when they got home, but Emmett knew she needed someone to talk to, so when he came to see us he let me know and I went over to their house. Every one else went hunting while Rosalie and I talked. Rosalie looked ashamed as she asked if Alice had seen what she did and told on her, I let her know that it was not Alice, but Emmett had told me some about it and asked if I would talk to her, he was so worried about her. We talked for a long while about everything she was thinking about. After all was said, I let her know that she will always be my little girl no matter what. She will always be a part of this family and we will ALWAYS love her. I wrapped my arms tightly around her, and asked her to come back in the house. Everyone was home now, and they all told her the same thing, and hugged her. We all spent some family time together and eventually Rosalie and Emmett returned to their home to be alone seeing as they did not get much of a honeymoon. I was slightly upset at what Rosalie had done, she could have been hurt or exposed herself, but I understand it. Some things just need to be done no matter how dangerous it could be. I am going to go spend time with my husband now. I don’t get to see him much. Always, Esme Diary,
It has been about a year since I have written again, I don't find much need to document very many things, seeing as I can remember everything clearly. However there are some things that I feel I have to write down. This is one of them. On Christmas day Emmett proposed to Rosalie. He drove her nuts about it in the weeks leading up to Christmas. Everyone in the family besides her knew what he had gotten her, and she wanted to know too. Of coarse we wouldn't tell her, but that did not stop her from begging everyone. Alice almost told her once, but later we realized she was only joking with Rosalie and was not going to tell her. Finally on Christmas morning we all opened our presents, and saved Rosalie's ring for last. When she opened it she gasped and looked up to Emmett who was in front of her on one knee. He grinned from ear to ear as he asked her to be his wife. I was beaming with excitement, I am so happy for them. Rosalie nearly screamed yes and pounced on him. She hugged him for at least 15 minuets before she realized we were all still there. After we finished all the family stuff, the newly engaged couple went out to celebrate by hunting together for the night. They set a date fairly quickly, March 17. Alice had a blast helping Rosalie pick everything out and decorate everything. I did as well. It was nice to see my Rosalie so happy and confident. We agreed to have a girls night in the night before while tho boys had a sort of bachelor party, Edward's idea. Rosalie didn’t mind whatever they wanted to do, on the one condition that they were not late for the wedding. Which they were. After about 10 minuets of waiting for the boys to arrive Alice whispered it's time, and the boys walked in to a low growl from Rosalie. Once she saw her husband to be she could not stop smiling. The ceremony was pretty quick, but very elegant and absolutely gorgeous. Rosalie looked stunning in her dress, and Emmett very handsome in his suit. Our cousins the Denali's were there as well. The vows were so sweet, I would have cried a lot if I could have. I was just so happy to see them so happy. That's all I want is for my children to be happy all the time. An interesting secret came out at the reception. Rosalie had planned to try to set up Tanya with Edward to help make him happier, she is a very sweet girl my Rosalie. However, Edward just does not see Tanya in that way, he sees her as family. Tanya does like him tho, and it made things kind of awkward. Alice decided to tell me about Rosalie's plan so that I could put a stop to it before Tanya got hurt again. She has been in love with Edward since they first met, but he just doesn't feel the same, poor girl, she won't give up and keeps getting her self hurt. We all danced for most of the night, I even danced with my sons and the beautiful bride. After hours of dancing Rosalie and Emmett decided to go on a hunt together and then return to their room for the night. In the morning Emmett had a surprise for her. It was from all of us tho. We had all been sneaking off with out Rosalie in the month leading up to the wedding. She was getting frustrated with us and I explained that she would understand soon and she would be very happy about it. We were building a house for Emmett and her to live in as newlyweds. When we took her there she gasped and was speechless for about ten minuets. Finally when she was through the shock, she gave me and Carlisle huge hugs, then she hugged Jasper, Alice and Edward and thanked us all. After all of our hugs she leaped into Emmett's arms and squeezed him tight thanking him over and over. The house was gorgeous, perfect for the two of them to live as newlyweds, and blend in. It was also not to far from our home, so they could visit whenever they wanted. As we were about to leave Carlisle and I pulled them aside, and let them know that being newlyweds, we know they will want to do things that may put the house in danger. We offered to fix any damages they may cause with their acts of love, all they have to do is give us a call and we will come fix it. They thanked us both and hugged each of us tightly. I gave each of them a kiss on the cheek and told them to enjoy their new home, and that I love them very much. One last thing. It amazes me how much Alice and Jasper have become a part of our lives, it is almost as if they have been here with us all along after only one short year. I have so much fun with Alice, she loves to shop and help me decorate. Jasper is a wonderful young gentleman, he is always so kind to every one. I absolutely love my family. And I would not have it any other way. I am going to spend the rest of the night cuddled up with my Carlisle until he has to go to work. Always, Esme Diary,
It has been quite some time since I have written. That is because up until now there has not really been anything to update on. However a few things have happened that I will explain before I get to the big news. We have moved away from Forks, such a shame, I really like it there. I hope we get to go back one day. We are in Alaska with our 'cousins' for the time being. A few other things have changed as well, most notably Rosalie and Emmett's relationship. They are much closer now, and she is so much more open to him. She has finally transformed into a wonderful young woman with him. They are great together and she is almost always smiling when he is with her. It warms my heart to see her that happy. Things are pretty much the same with Edward. However he has seemed to lighten up a little bit now that Emmett is around, they hang out together and do all the boy stuff Carlisle doesn't have time for. Carlisle is of coarse working at another hospital, this one is further away from home as we live in a very unpopulated area. But it's really no bother, it doesn't take him long to get to and from work, a benefit of vampire speed. Now for the really exciting news. We have two new family members with us now. It was a very peculiar situation. One day we were all sitting at home spending some family time together and there was a light knock on the door, Carlisle went to answer it and shortly called us to come over to the door as well. At the door stoop a pretty young lady and a young man, they were both vampires. The young lady introduced her self as Alice, and the young man as her mate Jasper. She explained to us that she has visions, and saw us in one and knew they belonged here with us. We all looked towards Edward and he nodded to show she was telling the truth. Alice giggled and explained that the second room on the top floor would be theirs, and that they would like to get settled in now. We were all just kind of stunned and let them in. After a while Alice and Jasper came downstairs and we all sat in the living room and talked more. Alice told us more about what she saw of us, and Jasper told us about his past and how they met. They both previously fed on humans, but once Alice had the vision of our family they decided to switch to animals as well. Jasper has a wonderful gift as well. He can feel and control emotions. However his control for his thirst is not that great, Alice explained how he was changed and that he used to fight in the newborn wars. After quite some time of hurting and killing many newborns, he could not take the emotions anymore and decided to take off. He has many scars from being bitten by the newborns. It is so sad to know he had to go through something like that, I can not even imagine how hard that must have been. Alice was first to decide to feed off of the animals, while Jasper took some time to warm up to the idea. He has not been doing it for long so it is harder for him to resist humans. But we will do everything we can to help him get past that. We sat up together all night telling one another our stories and learning as much as possible about everyone. Poor Alice does not remember any of her human past, nor does she remember the vampire who turned her. She woke up alone and was alone until she found Jasper, the only thing that kept her going all that time was the constant visions she would have of him. Very romantic I think. We also discussed our cover story for the new members of our family. We have to keep up pretenses. After much talking and deliberating we decided that Alice would be known as our new adopter daughter, and that Jasper would be known as Rosalie's twin brother and take her last name, Hale. The reason for that is because Jasper looks a lot like Rosalie, and they look to be the same age. Rosalie was not very happy about it at first, but I talked to her about it a little bit and she decided that it would be okay. In such a short time Alice and Jasper already feel like they are family. Like they have been with us all along. Edward and Alice have already formed an amazing bond, Carlisle thinks it may have something to do with their powers being closely related. It is nice that he seems to be even happier now that he has Emmett, Alice and Jasper that he gets along with nicely. Things between him and Rosalie are still pretty rocky most of the time, but they do their best to get along. I a going to see if Alice would like to go on a shopping trip with me to decorate her room to her liking. I will try to update again soon. Always, Esme Diary,
It has been almost a year since I have written in you. A few things have happened since then. Emmett decided to stay with us, he has had a few more slip ups, but over all he has gotten the hang of our lifestyle. Rosalie seems to be very happy with him, she almost always has a smile on her face when he is around. She still is a little shy with him touching her but she has opened up so much. Edward and Emmett quickly became good friends, and I can see at times that Rosalie is a bit jealous of that, I don't know if its because Emmett likes to spend time with Edward and they sometimes leave her out or if it is because Edward took a lot longer to warm up to her. Either way it is kind of funny to see her get jealous, especially since she tries to hid it. Everyone gets jealous at times tho. We have also recently moved again. I hated having to leave my home again, but we found a beautiful secluded place in a small town called Forks in Washington. There was not much to the house, but I quickly made plans to redesign and redecorate. The weather here is pretty gloomy most of the time, which is wonderful for us because we can be out of the house and in the open a lot more often than not. About 5 days ago we were out hunting when something really strange and kind of scary happened. We were all together hunting like we do sometimes, when three large wolves strolled up to us. After a second Edward explained to us that theses wolves had human thoughts, and they knew what we were and wanted to harm us. My Carlisle was quick to step in and let them know that we do not wish to hurt them or any other humans, that we only hunt animals. The first wolf was a bit hesitant at first then he turned into a man right in front of us. He told us that his name was Ephraim Black and that he was the leader of something he called “spirit warriors” and that we were on his land. After a long while of discussion and arguing we settled on a treaty. We are to stay off of their land, and them off ours. We are also to never feed off or change another human. And they will keep our secret and us theirs. If any of the rules are broken they will come after us. Otherwise we will all live in harmony. It was a good treaty I thought it was very fair. Once that was all over we finished our hunt on our land and returned home. There wasn’t much of a home to come back to at the moment as I had just finished my demolition before the hunt. I was planning on making the living room and most of the bedrooms larger. There are a lot of bedrooms and we don’t need most of them at the moment but there are plenty of ideas of things that they can be used for. Such as guests and offices. However they just need to be bigger. So in the morning when the rest of my supplies arrived I finished up the house making everything perfect, including my kitchen. They do not have a shelter here in this small town however we can drive to the next town over which is larger and they have a few. So Edward and I still cook for the homeless when we both have free time. I like spending time with him. Emmett has tried to help a few times but he just can not get the hang of it and has almost burned the house down twice. Rosalie really has no interest in trying. Carlisle is of coarse working again, he was quickly hired at the local hospital, any hospital would be happy to have him. He has a TON of experience, more than anyone could know about. He works a lot, he is pretty much the only doctor that never minds having to come in in the middle of the night, because he is the only doctor that doesn't sleep. He loves his work more than I could explain, and it makes me happy to see him happy and to know he is helping people and saving lives every day. But it is still hard to have him gone all the time. He knows that too so when he is home he does everything he can with me and spends as much time as possible with me. It is wonderful to have him. Edward still seems very upset all the time, I think it is harder for him now, with Emmett being around. Yeah, he is his friend, but now he has to see not only Carlisle and I but Rosalie and Emmett also, while he is alone. I wish there was something, anything I could do to help him find someone. But it will happen at the right time when he meets the right person, I just hope that it will be soon. That is about it for now. I am going to go hunt with Edward and talk with him about finding something to help him be a little more happy. I know he hates when I do things like that but it just hurts me so much to know my little boy is hurting. I love him, I can not help it. I hope I can help him. Always, Esme Diary,
A lot happened yesterday when the poor boy was finally finished with his change. We learned that his name is Emmett and not much else. Let me start from the beging. As the venom got close to stopping his heart, Carlisle and Edward were in the room with Rosalie and asked her to leave. She came out to the hall were I was waiting patiently. She seemed very worried and upset. I asked her what was bothering her and she just shrugged. I tried to push the thought aside and concentrate on Emmett. After a while Rosalie finally asked how long she had to wait outside, and I let her know to just do her best to wait till the change is fully completed and the boys have time to explain things to him before she goes in. Just to be safe, he is a fairly large man even as a human he looked very strong. Finally we heard him waking up and the questions began. “Wh-who are you? What did you do to me? Where am I.” Emmett sputtered out very quickly. Carlisle cautiously moved closer to him and placed his hand on his shoulder “I am Carlisle Cullen, this is my son Edward. We are vampires, and now you are too. My daughter Rosalie found you after you were attacked by a large bear and brought you here for me to try to save you, there was nothing I could do other than to change you. There are a lot of rules and had things to get used to about being a vampire but I will explain those to you later” Emmett just gasped. After we heard the conversation Rosalie's face dropped she seemed very upset, yet there was a hint of something else behind her face. I can't quite describe it. She waited a second and asked if she could go in now. I told her that it would be okay now but to be very careful as we do not know if he is going to be dangerous or not yet. She went in to see him and walked right up to him and introduced herself. There was a very loving look in her eyes when she looked at him. I know that look, its the look I give my Carlisle. As she held her hand out for him and told him her name his face snapped up with a small growl and he took off. A split second later we were behind him but it wasn’t fast enough. He had caught the scent of a hiker near by and had already drained him when we made it to him. As we strolled up to him to let him know that this was normal and it was okay for it to happen right now, he dropped to his knees and screamed “why god, why did I do this” into the sky. Rosalie's face fell, she was disappointed. I could see that she was blaming her self. After a while we managed to convince Emmett that he did not do anything wrong. Edward took off to take care of the body and the rest of us went back to the house. We all sat down in the living room for a while and Carlisle began to explain the rules of the vampires to Emmett, and he listened well. We told him all about the rumors and the truths. That we do not burn in the sun, that nothing as lame as a stake could kill us, holey water was not a problem and all of that goofy stuff humans made up. We explained our diet and that we expect him to learn to control himself around humans, and to only feed on animals. We also let him know that as long as it doesn't happen all the time we will not punish him for mistakes with humans, he can just not leave witnesses and get caught. Lastly we told him that he is welcome with our family and we will take him in as our son with no problems, and we will love him just as much as our other children. However we do not own him and he has the right to leave if he wishes for any reason. He decided that he wants to think about it for now, and will let us know soon. After we finished telling him everything we needed to, Rosalie decided to take him out for a hunt to show him how to hunt animals. Edward came home after the conversation was finished, he let us know that he decided to go hunting while he was out. Edward, Carlisle and I talked for a while about Emmett and Edward let us know that his thoughts seem to be pretty normal for someone in his situation. He is not freaking out about it a lot, but he is still upset about the human he killed. So far it is looking like he wants to stay here, he is drawn to Rosalie and is not sure why he feels he can not leave her, but he doesn’t care and doesn’t want to leave. Edward gave us both a hug and reassured us everything would be okay. Afterward, Carlisle and I went up to his office and sat on his couch together cuddling. We stayed there all night talking about the days events and discussing how to handle Emmett if he decides to stay with us, and how to help Rosalie if he decides not to. Over all it was a very good day and night. Now my Carlisle is back at work again and I decided to take this time to update you. But I am going to go now and see how all of the kids are doing. Always, Esme Diary,
I am going to have another son, I hope. Rosalie was out hunting earlier today when she stumbled upon a poor young man who was attacked by a bear. The bear was still over him but Rosalie gathered her strength and threw the bear off and saved the young man. I believe he may be her mate. She does not know how to describe what clicked in her that made her take him home but she just knew that she had to. She scooped him up and ran home as fast as possible. She asked Carlisle to change him. After making sure that she was positive that she wanted him changed, he brought him into his study and laid him on the table and cautiously bit into his neck to start the change. It is really amazing to me that he has that kind of control, I had to run to go hunt the second I smelled the human blood in our home. I could not even imagine actualy tasting the blood and not going into a frenzy, no matter how much I despise hurting even animals. Rosalie was very worried about the young man and would not leave his side almost the entire time. Eventually I had to tell her to go rest, she was beginning to look like she was in a lot of pain, she said his blood was very appealing to her. I asked her to go hunt or at least get away for a while to avoid any unneccasary risk to the young man, her eyes were almost black. I took over and sat with him while she was away as I had promised her I would. I stroked his hand gently wishing there was anything I could do to ease his pain. It is such a hard decision to make to change someone in his condition. On one hand he would have died without us, there was no way we would have been able to keep him alive. Not even if we brought him to the hospital. But the pain and burning it takes to become one of us is terrible. And to top it off we do not even know if he would have wanted to be one of us. I still feel bad for Rosalie being changed but I wouldn't give her up for anything I love her so much. I do not think she would be okay if he decided not to stay with us, she already seems to care for him so much. I do hope he decideds to stay, Rosalie cannot handle any more hearbreak, poor child. Edward doesn't seem to have any interest in the new possible addition to our family. He came in only once to see if Carlisle was free to come out to talk to him. They talked for a little bit but that was the last I have seen of Edward since then. I asked Carlisle what Edward had to say and he just told me that it wasn't important, he was just worried about the new boy. That he may cause problems, but Carlisle told him there was no reason to worry so soon, as he is not even half way through his change. Personally I think my son may be a little jealous of the new additon. He was the only boy for a long time. I hope he knows I have enough love to go around and that I will not love or care for him any less just because we have a new son. He will just be getting the majority of the attention at first, at least until he gets used to our ways. But we can all look after him and I can still spend time with my Edward. He will always be my number one. As I finished that last thought Rosalie came rushing back in after the young man had screamed. She ran in all freaked out and screaming "is he ok, what happened, oh my god, is he going to be alright?" I stroked her back and tried my best to calm her down. I explained that this is normal, the burning hurts a lot and everyone screams like that. He will be fine as soon as the venom reaches his heart and stops it. Until then he will be in quite a bit of pain. She seemed really upset, but I understand I felt the same way when she was being changed. It is always hardest the first time around. She then asked if she could be left alone with him for a little bit and after quickly thinking it over I decided it would be ok, she mannaged to carry him all the way here without hurting him, she should be fine now. As I walked out she hugged and thanked me. While I was closing the door I heard her move to his side and stroke his hair and whisper "it will all be over soon my dear, you will be okay I promise you, I am here for you and always will be. I wish I could stop your pain." I smiled lightly and walked back to the living room where Carlisle was and updated him on how things were going. I also told him that I believe this boy may be Rosalie's mate, she seems to love him so much already. This could be a good thing, she will learn to trust again. That would be nice. I just wish that we could find someone for Edward soon, he is always so lonely and sad looking. I think things may get worse if Rosalie has a mate too, at least before he wasn't the only one who was alone. I am starting to feel very upset about my son now, I am going to go spend some time with him, see if he will play his piano for me and if I can make him a little happier. I juat hate that he can read my mind and feels down for knowing he makes me sad when he is sad. I just love him so much and hate to see him hurting. Always, Esme Diary,
The rest of our trip was pretty much the same, so I didn't feel the need to update often. We are home now. I am very excited to be home, I have missed the kids so much. Although I do already miss being alone with my Carlisle, he has gone back to work as soon as we arived home. The kids were happy to see us. Rosalie talked for what seemed like forever, even to me, about everything she did while we were gone and how much she missed us. She gave us a huge hug that felt like I was being squished, but i absolutly LOVED it. Edward was a bit less chatty, as usual. He told me he was glad that we were able to relax and have a good time while we were gone, but that he did miss us a lot. He also gave us a big hug, just not quite as enthuisastic as Rosalie. They do seem to be getting along better now, which was kind of a side objective of Carlisle and I going away together. Edward gave me a slight glare at that thought, and I just smiled at him, motherly and he sighed accepting the fact that I just want my kids to get along. It hurts me to see them fight with each other. There was not a lot to be done when I got home, that is one nice thing about my children, unlike normal teenagers they do not destroy the house when they are left alone. Although I suppose that is because they are really not teenagers, in fact Edward is older than me. That is still strange to think about even after all this time. I have always seen him as my son, even when he posed as my brother. I am beginning to feel a bit parched now, I am going to see if the kids would like to go hunting with me. I wish we could have brought home the 'wine' but it would have been to risky. The last thing we need is to get caught. I wouldn't want to have to deal with the Volturi. The kind of scare me. Anyway, I am going to find the kids and go hunting. I have really missed them, and want to spend a TON of time with them to make up for being gone. Maybe Rosalie and I will go shopping later too... Always, Esme Diary,
After I finished writing last time, I cuddled up to my wonderful husband and asked him if he wanted to go hunting, and if I could call the kids. He said that there was no need to go hunting, and that I could not call the kids. I was upset about not being able to call the kids, but gave up and tried to push it out of my mind. I want my Carlisle to be happy. No about the no need to hunt part, I was really confused. I was getting very thirsty and my throat was hurting me pretty badly. So I looked towards Carlisle and frowned, and gave him a very confused look. He giggled at me and told me to hold on. He left the room, and came back in a flash with a room service cart with two wine glasses and a metal tray with a cover on it. I frowed again even more confused, trying to figure out what he was doing, we can't drink wine. Carlisle began to laugh at me again, and pulled the cover off of the tray to reviel a wine bottle. Now I was getting slightly annoyed, but something smelled good. I was so confused, until he pulled out the wine bottle and poured it into the glasses, and handed one to me. It was warm, and didn't look like wine. In fact it looked and smelled like blood. We lightly clinked our glasses together and drank, it was blood. My Carlisle will never cease to amaze me. He filled several bottles with blood and ordered a special wine cooler that actualy warms the bottle rather than keep it cold. I love that he knows I do not really enojoy hurting animals. To bad we can not do this all the time. Once we were finished with our 'wine' we decided to go for a walk out in the starlight. We walked for quite a while, when I decided I wanted to lay in the snow with him and just look at the stars. We laid under the stars till the night sky began to brighten and become day. Once the sun had almost completly risen we ventured back to the resort and got our skiing stuff. Carlisle laughed a little more when he realized I had not brought clothing that would seem appropriate for skiing, I am pretty sure if he could he would have been blushing. We skiied all day long and finaly returned to our resort suit. We had just been laying in bed and talking more and I started to feel a little upset about the kids again. So I decided to go for a short walk by myself to write in you and let you know everything. Now I am starting to miss my wonderfully amazing husband so I am going to go back and cuddle with him more, and maybe see if I can get him to let me just at least call and check up on the kids. I don't know why I worry about them so much. I just do. What can I say, I am a MOM. Always, Esme Diary,
The resort is stunning. Carlisle had another surprise for me when we arrived. The only reason it took so long for us to be able to rent the mountain was because he decided to rent out the entire resort for us. There is so much area that we can roam around freely, there is even a large lake near the resort, that is almost but not completely frozen. Being a vampire and having no feeling of cold we can even go swimming together. We decided to stay in the master suit in the resort, not that we need all the room. We have been here for a day now and haven’t even really left the bed. It is so amazing to spend time with my wonderful husband. He was so excited to see what I had packed for the trip when he saw the things I had with me he got a boyish grin and looked down at his feet as he walked towards me. He grabbed me tightly in his arms and pulled me close. He brushed my hair away from my face and pulled me in closer to kiss me passionately. After spending some lovely quality time together, we just laid in bed and talked about everything; the kids, the house, his work, and my cooking. Carlisle was very surprised with my cooking; he even said that sometimes it actually smells good. I get so many compliments from the shelter, but there is no way to explain how happy it makes me to hear my husband, who doesn’t eat food, tell me that my food smells good. While we were talking about the children, Carlisle mentioned that he is worried about Edward; he seems so lonely all the time. We talked for so long about Edward yet neither of us could figure out anything to do to help him other than maybe try to set him up with someone, but that didn’t work out to well the first time, though he and Rosalie seem to be getting along better now. I worry about her too; she still shies away from Edward and Carlisle when they come to close to her she cringes and backs away. I wonder if she will ever be able to get over that hurt. I do hope she is able to, and then maybe she will see how wonderful of a boy Edward is and they can both be happy. Well I am starting to feel very thirsty and worrying about the kids more than I should be. I promised my Carlisle that I would do my best to think only about him and our lovely time together. I am going to go cuddle with my husband and see if he wants to go for a hunt with me. I will update again soon. Always, Esme |
InfoEsme Cullen the vampire matriarch of the Olympic Coven. She is the wife of Carlisle Cullen and the adoptive mother of Alice, Emmett, Edward Cullen, Rosalie and Jasper Hale. Discover the world through her eyes. Esme's Diary is written by Kayla Fan PageClick here to read first entryArchives |