Dear diary,
I can’t believe this. Something HORRIBLE has happened, or is about to happen… Let me explain from the beginning. After I finished writing my last entry I went to talk to Rosalie and Emmett to tell them the great news, but they had already left again. I did not hear them leave so they must have been very quiet, but I tried their cell phones and heard Rosalie’s ringing upstairs, while Emmett’s went straight to voicemail. They must have really wanted to be alone; they almost always have at least one phone on them for us to reach them. I went out the back door following their scent to see if I could catch up to them, however I lost is after a while, I really am not much of a tracker. I decided to give up and wait for them to get back home. I returned to the house and spent time with my love. We waited all night and Rosalie and Emmett still hadn’t returned. My phone vibrated in my pocket and I quickly pulled it out and looked at the little screen hoping it would be Emmett calling so that I could tell them, but it was Alice. I flipped the phone open and placed it to my ear. I could hear Alice’s panic before she even spoke. “Alice, what’s wrong?” I asked trying to keep calm for her. She pulled in a deep breath and franticly replied, “It’s Edward! He… he… ROSALIE TOLD HIM BELLA WAS DEAD!! He is going to the Volturi!” She was almost screaming. I tried my best to calm her down, but I couldn't I was freaking out myself at that point. Alice quickly told me that her and Bella were rushing to the airport and getting on the first plane to Volterra to try to stop Edward who was already on his way. I have been calling Edward non-stop, hoping that he will answer and let me explain the mistake. But I have had no luck, straight to voicemail every time, I honestly wouldn’t be surprised if he smashed it after getting that call from Rosalie. In between frantic calls to Edward’s cell I called Emmett’s cell again, this time Rosalie answered. Before I could start yelling at her (Yeah I was going to yell), she started incessantly apologizing to me. She was sobbing and gasping for air between words, “Rose, honey, calm down. It is a mistake any of us could have made. We all believed she was gone until Alice told us otherwise, and you were not here to get the news. I tried telling you but couldn’t find you, I should have tried harder, this is partially my fault too.” I said trying to soothe her. She shakily breathed in and spoke, “B-but… I shouldn’t have told Edward till we knew it was really true… I am so sorry; this is all my fault…” Her voice trailed off into sobs and Emmett took the phone. “Hey mom, I don’t think Rose can talk right now, she is REALLY torn up about this. She completely blames herself and is so worried about Edward.” I sighed, “Emmett, please please tell her it’s ok, she was only doing what she felt was right, she felt that Edward needed to know, and we all know that Rosalie cares WAY more than she likes people to believe. Please tell her that we love her, and everything will be ok, Alice and Bella are on their way to Volterra to stop him. We have to believe in them.” Emmett agreed and hung up to go soothe his love. For right now I am trying to keep as calm as I can, but it is hard. Edward was my first son, and I care deeply about him. I have already lost one son early in my life and that almost killed me. I don’t think I can handle going through that again. It is hard enough with him being away from us. I need to try to clear my mind, I am going to go our hunting with my love and maybe have some fun under the stars. I will write again soon, hopefully with good news. Always, Esme
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InfoEsme Cullen the vampire matriarch of the Olympic Coven. She is the wife of Carlisle Cullen and the adoptive mother of Alice, Emmett, Edward Cullen, Rosalie and Jasper Hale. Discover the world through her eyes. Esme's Diary is written by Kayla Fan PageClick here to read first entryArchives |