Diary,
Tomorrow, we prepare for a great battle... It is going to be very dangerous, but I have the greatest of faith in my family, and our new friends... Let me catch you up on everything that has happened since I last wrote. When I last left, Bella had just asked us all what our opinion was about her becoming a vampire, and Edward had taken her home. When he returned, he informed Carlisle and I privately that he had agreed to change Bella himself, with one condition. My little Edward has asked his love Bella to marry him, I was so proud and happy for him that if I was capable of crying I would have been weeping the happy tears of a mother. A few weeks later while Bella and Edward were out, they ran into Jacob Black. He was very upset, which is understandable considering he is in love with Bella as well. Some how Bella convinced both of the boys to stay calm while talking to each other. Jacob had reminded Edward of the treaty we signed with the wolves so long ago. I had almost forgotten myself. It clearly states that none of us shall ever harm any human; we can not hunt them, nor bite them for any reason. Meaning, we will be breaking the treaty when/if we change Bella. This could become a huge problem, the last thing we need is more enemies. But for now, that is not our main concern... We will worry about that when/if that time comes. Now this may seem odd, but one of the most exciting things to have happened lately was Edward, Alice and Bella graduating high school. No matter how many times my kids graduate high school I will always be just as proud as if it were the first time... I don't know what exactly it is, something about the atmosphere of the ceremony, and being around all of the other proud parents, watching their children graduate for the first and only time. I soak it all up and feel just as proud every time. This time was even more special, because I have begun to look at Bella as my own daughter, and this really was her first time graduating. We all know Alice, so it's no surprise that she had a huge graduation party planned. This year it was even bigger than usual... Every other time it had just been our family, but this year, because of Bella, Alice had decided to invite the entire graduating class to our home for a HUGE party. Every one was having so much fun with music and dancing. At some point Jacob and some of his pack showed up. Jacob let us know that Sam had agreed that they would help us with our approaching enemy. We thanked him and asked them to stay and enjoy the party. Shortly before the end of the party, Bella figured out that something was going on. We couldn't hide it from her anymore, after all this threat was after her. The day after the party Bella joined us in our living room. The whole family was there, we sat her down and explained that someone was creating a new born army in Seattle. Alice could not see who exactly was in charge, but we all had our suspicion that it was Victoria, who had been spotted near here recently. The poor girl froze in her seat for a moment, then stood up and looked at Edward. I couldn't believe what had come next, she demanded that she be turned NOW, and not have to wait any longer... In her mind, every one was in danger because of her, and she would be of no help as a human... Honestly, I half agreed with her. But I would never rush Edward into a decision this large. We let her know that the wolves would be joining our fight, and that Jasper will be training us all. Jasper has a lot of experience in the field of newborn vampires. The young lady that had changed him into a vampire had recruited him to help her in a turf war. They fought constant wars with new vampires, most of them never survived more than a year. It was a very rough time for Jasper, and he does not talk about it often. But in this case, he didn't really have a choice. No matter how rough any of our pasts were, we would never hide from them if facing it meant a chance to save our family. For the next few days, every one including the wolves met at the baseball field to train in newborn battle skills. There was a lot to learn, because fighting newborns is much different and more difficult than fighting with older vampires. See, in their first year of this 'life' vampires still have some of their human blood running through their system, which makes them 10times stronger than those of us who no longer have our blood. Even more so than those of us who choose not to feed on humans. There is a lot of things that can go very wrong, very quickly and easily. I am very nervous going into this battle, which is why this entry seems to kind of jump all over the place... However, no matter how nervous I am, I do have the utmost faith in my family and the wolves, our newest friends. Tonight, all of my family, except Edward, will be going out to hunt. We will be feeding to our fullest, to be at our greatest strength for the upcoming battle. Edward will remain at the house with Bella. Edward is not going to be fighting with us, Bella stated that if she had to be away from the battle, then he would have to stay away with her. She figures that if they are separated at such a time, he would be to worried about her and end up getting hurt... No matter how much help Edward would be at this time, I have to agree with Bella on this one. I could not stand to see any of my kids hurt, and I am not about to risk it. Well... That is everything I can think to update you with... I know this is silly, but I enjoy writing everything that happens around here to you. It gives me a sort of comfort to know that if something should ever happen to me, that maybe some day, someone will find you and know all about me. Especially in a time like this. I hope to write in you again soon, with good news of our battle. Always, Esme
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InfoEsme Cullen the vampire matriarch of the Olympic Coven. She is the wife of Carlisle Cullen and the adoptive mother of Alice, Emmett, Edward Cullen, Rosalie and Jasper Hale. Discover the world through her eyes. Esme's Diary is written by Kayla Fan PageClick here to read first entryArchives |